Sunday, November 20, 2005 :

Stress-ed

Hmmm..i miss my didi. He went back to de "lonely" place le. Then noone pei wo talk talk, play play liaox. He's a very sensible boy horx. Though he still creates trouble for pple.. but then i love him loads horx! He's alwaes MY dearest lil brother, no matter how naughty he ish. -sigh- shan't talk abt le lahz. i'll cry again. -nvm-

Im feeling sho fed up wen pple tell me " Hmmm..u DUN look very stressed for ur O's lehx ". OMG Pls, pple.. dun ever pretend tat u know me very well. i dun needa report to anione, mind u. then muz i tell u i eat/do/shit todae? dumbos. i dun need to write my my forehead to sae tat im stressed. wad de fish~ nvm, i shan't put bad light unto anione.

but im really stressed during tis period of my O's. i desperately want to do well for my exams. i want to get into de poly course i like. i really want to do n score well. n my classmates r giving me hell lots of pressure. i've pple come telling me tat i muz do well for my O's, becuz im have to do it for da-tou, who will also want to give in his best for his O's - if he's still ard. im like " wad de hell, me? y of all ME?? .." .aren't u his fren too? cant u do it for him too? its sho damn de unfair lorx. i juz feel like crying, but noone hears. noone cant seems to hear n understand. n all de nitemares im having everynite, really drains me out. it ish haunting me everydae.. horrible drm-maker.

tk my life man. i juz want to b alone, free frm all tis stupid shit.