Hmmm.. I know that i mentioned earlier that i wont be blogging for this week.. But just let me finish this entry, oki? Im afraid i might not be able to blog about this issue on the day itself. This coming saturday is one of my friend's 18 birthday. Too bad that i wont be able to make it back to spore. Actually, i've 3 friends whose birthday all falls on the 25th march. 2 guys and a gurl. As the day pass, i feel like im lost for words. Im not sure if im looking forward to that day. Shouldn't i feel happyfor my 3 friends? Hey, its their birthday! 2 of them is turning 18 and the other one 21. But... the thought of it makes me feel like crying. I dont know how to explain this feeling inside me. I just feel so lost for words. Like no other words i can use to describe my feelings. Maybe mydictionary is that limited for words. Last year de 25th march falls on Good Friday. I sent my well wishes to this friend via sms. I wonder if i could still do the same thing again? Can i still my sms over to my friend? Will he receive it?I doubt so, anyway.