gray1 also grey adj. gray·er, also grey·er gray·est, grey·est Of or relating to an achromatic color of any lightness between the extremes of black and white. a. Dull or dark: a gray, rainy afternoon. b. Lacking in cheer; gloomy: a gray mood. a. Having gray hair; hoary. b. Old or venerable.
Intermediate in character or position, as with regard to a subjective matter: the gray area between theirdiffering opinions on the film's morality.
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-sigh- Got crap loads of stuffs to say. Papa is sick. He needs to go to some specialist clinic to check wad went wrong. So worried, yet i have to pretend that everythings gg to b fine. And i suck at it. Its always the money that is holding him back to go for the check up. I so wanna shoot that particular ugly person down, NOW. F off, idiot. Again, papa brought up that issue, again. I guess he's really serious with that decision. Hmmm..
Just came back frm Gan-ma's place. Looking and hearing her situation, i lost the words to describe my thoughts. Everlasting love and marriage? Seems like it will only happens in fairytales. 2 persons will get tgt, married, have kids, when they have common faith n goals in life. When 1 begs to differ, its hard (impossible) for them to live tgt anymore. U mean like after so many years of marriage, divorce will be your ending? That's how you wanna end your fairytale? Now i know why Alice keep telling me NOT to trust anyone (guys) with promises that comes with a forever. heh. Coolness.
& i really got no idea why would some pple choose to think that im in the mood for BGRs. Like HUH?. I think im being very fair to ALL of my frens (but if u're like super horrible.. yadah yadah), in terms of care and concern. Pls dont read too much into my sms-es or MSN nicks - unless i mention ur name. FRENS, FRENS and FRENS. Becuz we never know wad's gg to happen next. Im scared. Im scared i will miss the chance to show my care n concern to my frens. Who knows if i might drop dead the next moment? Yeah? =)
Guess manytimes when i grumble abt wad's wrong with the world n pple ard me, it was actually ME, who's causing myself so miserable. --My mama told me i used to cry when im feeling sad. So i cried out loud.
