Wasn't feeling well this morning. So mama says i can miss school for a day. Pop in some pills then zzz till now (3+). Log into hyper-dreamer's blog.. Yups, i saw and read those tags. Sorry, had to delete them from my tag board. Still.. I suppose i must say a words of thanks for those who tagged? I believe all might have tons to say.. Just talk straight in the face, yah? Hmmm.. in random reply to those tags.. I never thought myeslf to be pretty, I never thought myself to be clever if not i wont be where i am now, Im never a 2 sided face, probably 2 sided character? Not sure why and how pple get to think this way, probably becuz you judge what you see? I dont know...
Things that you might not know.. I never dislike anyone. Like i said, im very stingy with my brain cells. Im not willing to waste my brain cells getting angry. We always get a choice to either think positively or negatively. I simply dont see a point why i should think on the negative side and cause myself to be so miserable. & i dont see the need having to dislike anyone since noone is prefect huh? Perhaps getting angry, yah i do. But i never let my anger last for a day. Becuz it spoils my mood, and i tend to throw my temper at my family members. Not very good..
Yes, i admit that at times i behave like a very pampered gurl. But i never attempt to fake anything. I admit that. Becuz my sec school and church mates really gave in alot to me, thus my attitude. Saying that im good at "everything" is a real joke. Im totally not good with alot alot of things. Yups, love me for who i am. I am what i am. Then? Change? I bet there's a particular area that everyone needs (wants) to change and improve on it. Changing not for the sake for changing a better person. I doubt you will like anyone who would change according to your likings. Becuz that would make that person look and feel so plastic. & if such person really exists.. wont you find him/her hypocrite?
Scolding pple on my blog? I did? If you were refering to my last post where i said someone dumb.. it was not meant to scold anyone. It was just my thoughts. Moreover i dint even mention names. So must you think i was refering to someone you know? If i dint rmb wrongly, i think i only scolded my gan ma b4 in my blog. Other times, pure sarcasm? Maybe wanna read those entries with another point of view, at your own time? Anw, i really dont know how you interpret from my entries that i was scolding pple. Annoying? Then dont read. Dont make yourself annoyed and angry at the same time.
Whoever it is, i think you're being rather unfair to me. I dont believe all your life you never come across a similar person like what you said i am. Although i choose not to think that im totally at fault..
Im not gg to trust phone conference, unless you want to thrash things out with me personally over the the phone. Perhaps only a face-to-face talk will do us good?
If you happen not to know, the password to enter this blog is a very nice Christian song. All for love not for anyone reading hyper-dreamer's blog.
