p/s: Gurl still carries a torch for Boy. But she knows they will never be.. at least not for now.. Boo~
Endless times
How many times when i wonder if He still loves and care for me.. How many times when i look up to the sky, wondering if He's still there for me..How many times when i turned my eyes away from Him..How many times when i lose my faith in Him..How many times i just lose focus of Him..How many times when i simply too ashame to face Him because of my deeds..hundred thousands times..Still, i love You loads. Nothing can pull me away from You. Your beauty, mercy, grace and faithfulness never fails to draws me back to Your glory. I really love You. I only want to offer my everything onto You.Really..**************************************************
## =( I actually allow it to happen.. I will never forgive myself for that. 
