Current status: Physically sick, mentally tired = pathetic gurl.
Missed church today. Went to my family doctor instead. He was damn nice to gave me 4 different types of tablets to pop in after my meals. Aren't he sweet? heh.
Perhaps its my health, thus im having all those itchy bitchy mood swings.
Im being unreasonable the whole time.
My eyes gets watery for everything thing he said or do.
Im gg to explode soon. REAL SOON.
I know you cared for me. All the things you said was for my good. But you dun seems to get my point. Ever thought i dint want to hear all these from you? Esp you..
During my sec 5 days when i studied F&N, the book says a person tends to feel insecure when he/she is in hunger. Right now, even though i just had my lunch.. im still feeling insecure. Dun ask me why. But that's just how i feel inside. And you never realise it..
Go home? I never like to be at home alone with that 2 creeps. I hate it. How could a patient ever take a good rest when she dun feel safe with the surrounding? I know at times im very demanding.. I dun bother to explain alot of my thoughts.. Becuz i thought you would understand. So many months yet, we dun seems to able to read each others mind. Not even a slightest thought. I feel so lousy. At times, i wonder how much i weight in your heart.
No, im not trying to put you down. Neither am i trying to say you're not good enough. To me, you're simply wonderful. Perhaps im too demanding and bitchy for you or anyone to understand.. Nope, im not gg to blame you for it..
I doubt if you will get to read this entry, but its okay. If anyone of you happens to know who is he, pls let him know okay?
