I've got no choice. Whenever situations like this pops out.. i seems to lose my capabilty to speak my mind out. Perhaps its only through this channel, then i can communicate better with you. Sounds so lan uh?
U'know, first look from you.. i already read your mind. Yes, i can understand that kind of fear in you. So do i sense the fear okay. I know you're as worried as i am (pls dont prove me wrong). Worse was when your eyes speaks to my heart. Like if its a bad thing, you gonna leave me for sure. Did anyone ever tell your that your eyes can speak? If dont, let me be the first.
And i asked you thrice before i walked out of the room. I ask if you were scared? You dint even bother to lift your head up and look at me, like you always do. Perhaps my qns was really indeed hard to answer at the moment or you're simply trying to avoid my eyes. Be it. I choose to think that i was unreasonable wretch, forcing you to answer my qns - if that makes you feel any better.
Yet you asked me what's on mind.. Yadah yadah.. that moment i really thought i would have the courage and walked out of your sight. You ought to know better than anyone else that i was scared that you would dump me for sure. Though you said you wont.. but your eyes seems to be telling a different story. Trust me, im a gurl. I dont lie.
Promises? Dont ask why i dint managed to honour it (neither did i break it). Ask yourself. You did? I hate it when you say you dont know what's on my mind. C'mon.. for so long already and that's what you can say? That really upsets me. Not that you're not good enough.. but dont you find it abit ridiculous? And then you will say i never allow you to step into my world even though you tried to. Tried hard enough?
I really wonder.. just is it me or you, whose too hard to catch?
Im sorry but i dont mean to sound bad. I was merely typing things out.
