urgh~ in 30 mins time, we will be welcoming 2006. and im another year older? Nooo!! 2005 has proven to be a dreadful year, for me. things/events just come crashing me, w/o any signs of warning. maybe i aren't alert enough to notice them? sho..can i ask if all those unhappy things will come to an end, since we are only minutes awy from 2006? oh no.. im feeling sho sian-ed by everything. *where has my festive mood disappeared to??!!* hmmm.. i guess i do look forward to a better year ahead. heehee.. i pray for myself that in a new year, i would only looked back at my past one year, as a lesson. that i will only looked back, learn something from it and never to pick up anything from it. *chim eh? haha.* nvm.. -sigh- lets just dump every bad memories behind and look positively in a new year ahead. =)