Urgh~ Feeling so stressed up. Im in the midst of doing my Access paper and is blogging at the same time. WTH is combo box? And Closing Balance? My formulas arent right! !@#$% Gonna explode soon.. Nah, im feeling much more stressed up with myself. The fact that my exams is coming in another week's time & im still not doing very well with my access due to the stay at ttsh.. Faints~ Hey, im not trying to find excuses oki. But that Mrs G* is simply (insert any positve adjective). Whatever man
Besides exams.. its all about me, myself and i, giving me mountains of stress. Becuz i was once badly defeated by the devil.. so badly.. that i dont wanna lose the battle to him again. Im trying to keep my myself in a state of happy mood so as not to let unwanted thoughts corrupt my brains.
Do you know its hard to smile 24/7?
Do you know it feels extremely terrible when you wanna cry and yet you've to pretend nothing's gonna happen?
Have you ever tried to win something so badly becuz you dont wanna be defeated by others?
In my case, the ultimate opponent is myself.. Sad case huh? But no.. i think im not doing oki. I cant seems to maintain that state of alertness and clear mind-ed.
And yes, i know you wont understand what im blogging about but its oki..
Perhaps no.. its not very oki..
Whatever. I cant make up my mind..
I just dont wanna fall again..
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Attn to at 5n1 (BtVSS) peeps! We're having a class outing on the 20 March 07. Venue: Sentosa Time: Will b confirmed again.. Pls let me know if you're coming. =)
*Yes, im organising this outing to keep my brains occupied by more meaningful stuffs.
