Feeling so miserable. Spending too much time at home, alone, is bad for physical and mental health. Because you tend to think way too much.. And how come my brain doesnt work that well during exams or projects? It always focusing way too much on negaitve things. Like everything gonna happen for a bad cause. Something is so wrong uh?
I think there's something very wrong with myself.. I cant seems to find that tad bit of self confidence. Im feeling way too lousy abt myself. I wonder if im still capable of handling things assigned to me.
MDIS Eunos campus called this afternoon, and ask me to go for a interview tml. I dint even register myself or aything. How on earth will others know im looking for a part time? Is it God's work? Perhaps..
Tml im gg to the doctor. And tml he's gg for a 4 day outfield trip. Mama not in sg. Hopefully my sister will be willing to go with me. I dont know what to expect at the clinic..
Daddy, wont You give me that courage to face it?
Can you sense that kind of fear in me? I wish i can escape..
