Tired~ The pain is simply too horrible for me to bear. I cant even stand for long, let alone to walk for a few minutes without anyone to hold on. Painkillers aren't working that good for me. It is always giving me severe gastric pain. Sometimes i thought im gg to drop dead any moment.
Daddy, wont You take the pain away? *cries*
Random thoughts: 5 or 10 years down the road, i doubt i can be that someone successful; which i always dream of. All because of pple like you and you. I feel so embarrassed to even acknowledge you. You're a man of no backbones, irresponsible, not trusthworthy .. you're everything anyone can say. Noone feels good to put someone down on purpose, with anger jealousy or hatred. But it seems like you're always proving others right. I dont mean to.. but sorry to say, this is the kind of impression you gave me. Im afraid you dont deserve that kind of trust and help from us. On second thought, if we dont then who will? What more do you expect?
