Sunday, 11.12.05 :

Back off dummy. I BITE.

Omg, i cant believe this man. How come there are so many idio*s in my life? What the hell.. Cant they leave me alone? I dint ask for your opinions or your bu wen zhi qu de actions. Maybe all these people needs to bang the wall to wake up? damnit. Im super pissed with all these dummies. I only i can.. i will punch them really hard on their arms. Argh~ Nvm. I shan't carry any further, before i explode into bits. Anyway, such people aren't worth it. Im NOT willing to waste my brains cells getting angry over it.

Anyway, tml is AnShao camp! **yeppie!!** 5 days 4 nights is really long. Imagine you gonna see the same 20+/30 people for like a week?, that is kinda of mad. But i suppose it WILL be fun too lahx. Suppose to stuffs my clothes and everything into 1 big hand carry bag de. But then, some idiot took it away without me knowing. And thus, i have to find 2 bags to contain my clothes n everything. Hell.. But thank God, becuz now i only got 1 small backpack and 1 hand carry bag to bring along. Kinda of "proud" of myself for managing to stuff all my things in. heehee. Just pray that my bags will have sufficient space for all of my stuffs at the end of the camp. Dont know why every time at the end of the camp, my bags never seems to have enough space for all my stuffs lehx. Hmmm... cannot figure out why lehx. Aiyahx, just PRAY really hard ba. Haha~ Actually im not much in the mood for camp. Im feeling kinda of bored about the whole thing lorx. Hmmm.. think i needa reflect on it later. Lolx~ Just hope i can enjoy myself in the camp lorx. Hope can take this chance to enjoy each other's company too. And of cuz, God's company.
-sigh- but im really feeling down these few days. Mood swings? Haha. Well, i guess i wont put the blame on the fact that im having depression. Im "suppose" to feel depressed huh? Haha. Maybe i aren't drawing myself near God ba? -sigh- Of all a sudden, im feeling so lost. **What's wrong with me man?** Nono. I desperately need a cry. And i mean to [-Cry.Out.Loud-], my dear.