[[ . _______ Hypocrites invading my life ________ . ]]


-sigh- im flying off this coming sundae, ya know?! of all a sudden..i dun feel like going aniwhere. just wanna stay underneath my blue blanket. de thought that im going alone, ish sho ultra lonely. noone to shop with me and play with me. OMG~ *battle agst my emotional feelings* honestly, i made the decision to go back to HK, MYSELF. sho cant really grumble much abt it. though there's alot of -ve thoughts, but i really hope to stand firm in my decisions. I WANT MY HEALTH BACK, DESPERATELY - both mentally and physically. i wanna break free frm all these horrible memories. i wanna crying NO-MORE. i felt as though im ridding on a super-bumpy roller coaster. up, down, up,down - non stop.

i want a cry.. [anione?] i want an understanding soul.
and pls pple, will you pple stop assuming things that YOU think its true for me ; when i never said sho.

i dont need you guys to judge me for who i m. i jolly well know myself better. even if i dont, GOD does. God dint bless us with a mouth to say things that were untrue. cant you ask? im not trying to put bad light unto anione. but these few days im feeling duper stressed. mentally stressed. i feel as though i gonna explode le. too many things to say but noone to hear. too many tears to flow yet no shoulder to lean on.

am i asking too much?