The Blessed One

Saturday, February 02, 2008

=) Finally updating.

Earlier on, i was deciding to switching to wordpress.. but i couldnt seems to figure out its features. I just thought i wanna move on (away) from blogger. And now.. (drum roll) i've finally set up my new blog over at wordpress! haha. Took me more than a month to figure things out hor. Was especially challenging when im an IT noob. Blah~

I always emphasis the fact that this is my blog, my thoughts and my say. I never meant to blogged anything against anyone or anything. If you think i was unfair to whoever in my good old posts, do come and talk to me, alright?

Anyway, im not going to delete hyper-dreamer. Im gonna keep it for memory sake. It captured my thoughts, my feelings, my everyhing for the past 2 years. Every word means something to me. I will still once in awhile drop by and read my old old posts, for good times sake.

Now let me present you my NEW linkie :

http://thetrianglelove.wordpress.com =)

Before i end with my last post, i sincerely thank all of you, who stayed by hyper-dreamer's world.. sharing all her cares and woes.

Rmb to relink my bloggie and leave me a tag or comment alright.

LOVES!

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I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, February 02, 2008

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Smells bad. Very bad. Even tom the cat smells it and Peter the blind saw it. Will it end or will it not? I pray not. Because i love you.
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I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, January 26, 2008

Only Daddy know what's going on for the past few days.. No one bothered. No one noticed. Only Him. I tried telling you, but you were either too busy with yourself or im too busy with my work. Nevermind. I thought tonight we'd get to chat a little before we sing our lungs out. I admit i was abit disappointed when you said you couldn't come over. And i really dont mean those words. Look at you.. using that hurtful tone on ME. Fine, i gladly take 'em. I know i shouldn't said those things in the first place.. but you ever stand in my shoe and think? You dont like me to push all my bad mood unto you, fine.

Know how it feels like when my heart aches? It pains even when i breathe. Ouch.
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I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, January 26, 2008

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Was away in school for the past 2 days. Had medical appointments and stuffs. Damn tired. Goodness, i think im in a bad shape. Really ought to do something before it gets worse. If not.. Bebe is going to nag again. Blah~

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Sometimes i wonder..

If you ever encounter anyone who attempt to be nice to you, and stab you from behind. How does it feels like? Sounds so scary for me. Because you never know what's the person up to. So 怕怕。

I cant help but to acknowledge the fact that scary people do exist. They're scary because they do things all beneath a smile. They're simply too scary.!! EEE~ I dont need anyone to be doing all these for me, you can jolly well dont do it. In the first place, noone ask you to do them.

At least i never attempt to fake things out. Im always very true to my feelings. When i dont like, means i dont like. Nevermind if you say i fake to be nice to you or anyone. When i mean well, i mean it from the bottom of my heart. Unlike people who smile smile to you and poison you from behind.

Christians arent saints.
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I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Fuck.Whythespacingonmylastentryisn'tthere?
Damnitlah.Andiwasmerelytellingyouaboutit,
imnoteventryingtobeunreasonable.Damn.

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, January 20, 2008

My emotions was riding on a roller coaster for the past 1 week. Only Heavenly Father will understand me. He know why when i cried softly to myself. He knows all my thoughts, right down to my darkest secrets that no one knew. -sigh-

Yes, im already feeling so so much better.

Saw this shirt at This Fashion, while waiting for Bebe. I thought it was damn funny, so i took a picture and send it to Justin. lols.

Went Chinatown in the afternoon, planning to get some new year atmosphere. It was still bright and sunny when i reach there. But it started to rain heavily when Bebe reached. So sad lah! Spoiler lor. Then went AMK Hub for window shopping, movie and dinner. Cloverfield doesnt make any sense to me. No ending de lor. Wth. Dinner was yummylicious! Goodness, it had been months ago since we ordered so much food man!

Goodness, i dint know my phone can take such a clear pic. lols.

We had satay, oyster omletter, yong tou foo, fish n' chips + a can of tiger beer! lols. So good lah! Bebe was nice enough to satisfy all my craving for these food. heh. That's because i've been bugging him with all my sudden food cravings. haha.

Actually i love food. Its just that i cant finish everything i ordered. Perhaps because of the years that i was not feeling well.. thus at times i do dislike food and eating. Yadah yadah.. And i always have sudden craving for food which pops out from nowhere. ah ha~

p/s: Bebe, 7 months! =D

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I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, January 20, 2008

Monday, January 14, 2008

我很讨厌自己。我觉得我很没有用。什么都做不好。一点点小事都做不好。为什么我那么容易生病？
开始对我的生命感到厌倦。有没有人可以带我离开这个讨人厌的地方？
我很不开心。我不喜欢这里，更不喜欢那些批评我和我家人的乌龟s。就为什么没有人可以体谅我呢？
不要再逼我了啦。。我真的快倒了。
不想看到那些虚伪恶心的大便。你们就绕了我，不要再烦我好吗？

可能我太自卑了吧？

很累喔。。

父上帝，带我回家好吗？
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I cheered with joy @ | Monday, January 14, 2008

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Bebe already left for his out field trip this morning. Woke up in the wee hours to sms. A simple msg means alot for both of us. At least, it's enough for me to kill time for the next few days. heh.

*******

I really detest the thought of her in my house. Alamka can you please go home? When they talked to you, doesn't mean that they dont have anything against you. Just that everyone is trying to fake it. But no way. Im very true towards my emotions. (That's why im always in deep shit) Dont give me the shit that your workplace is very far from your home. Okay, i understand that you need like 1 hour (?) to travel.. So am i hor. I take about 1hours 15 mins to school everyday lor. And i definitely sleep later than you do. Thought you should expect all these when you interview for the job? Crap. Sometimes i really feel sorry for you. Because of all the craps you go through. Im sure you dont deserve them. But since you choose him then thats it. At times i really dont mean to be rude, but.. ah whatever lah. Who cares if you're reading man.

=D Gotta run and fetch mummy from the airport !
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I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, January 12, 2008

Friday, January 11, 2008

=D Ah ha its already friday! And for no reason i keep thinking that today is only thursday. zzz and i was trying to rush home and do the laundry. Because i thought i dint have uniform to wear. lols.
Oh.. mommy is coming home tml night! Yeahness lah! I heard that she brought a blanket for me. Sounds funny to me luh. Whatever. No wait, i cant imagine how much the cab fare would cost. Airport surcharge + midnight charge + recent increase of meter fare.. Faints lah~

Anyway, Bebe gonna be away for out field (again) for 4 long days tml. Boohoo~ I pray that he will be back safe and sound. Guess you guys cant imagine how i felt when he asked me to pray for him. C'mon darling, you've always been in my daily prayers alright? I really do hope that he would be able to experience God's love through his tough training sessions. Gotta pray for miracle uh? hmmm..

Im not sure why.. but im still not feeling good about e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. Everything seems so dull. Can anyone tell me why? -sigh- Am still deciding whether to change my bloggie link. Does anyone bother to read anyway? Crap.

I think im fat.

blah~

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, January 11, 2008