The Blessed One

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

SUPER TIRED

Projects, will you stop haunting me? Wont you pls let me off? You're killing zillions of my brain cells every minute, causing me to lose all precious time for slp, and leaving me no time for myself. Why me alone?

I HATE YOU LOADS.

humph.

Im a grumpy gurl.

Labels: grumpy

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sunday love.

:) Feels good to be back in God's house after so long. Recharge and feeling fresh after worship. Of cuz it does lead me to some Q&A session with God. He should be my reason why im breathing for, not anyone else neither is it anything. If anything or anyone is my king, then God shall be the King of all other kings. Sounds chim.. Nvm.

Actually im pretty bothered abt it. I understand that i cannot do anything to change their thoughts towards my behaviour/life/actions. If that is how you wanna think abt me, then be it lor. I wont jump out to explain unless i think its simply ridiculous.. If you know me, you will know how am i like. So no point explaining too much. But i just cant believed that you actually said that.. Oh well.

And you. You can jolly well think i like to starve myself to hunger to lose weight.. Whatever. I didnt shed those kilos on purpose okay.

Labels: Sunday love

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, November 25, 2007

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I miss talking to Him. For the past 1 month, i havent been chatting much with Him. Its either im too tired or im too busy to do so. U'know when it comes to situations like this.. pple tends to have 1001 reasons to defend themselves. Ah.. just pure excuses. Though i stood Him up for countless times, He's always there, faithfully waiting for me. His door never closes. Yet i just put my work and others before Him. I guess i really hurted Him alot. Dad, im sorry okay? Just last night before i slept.. we had a long chat before i doze off. I like talking to him becuz i know my little secrets are safe with Him. Moreover, only Him, can give me the best advice. Only with Him around then will i make lesser wrong choice. I miss His warm tender loving cuddles. I miss Him so much.. And im really thankful for Him in my life. Dad, i really love You loads okay? =)

He's definitely my reason why im smiling now.
Praise God, yah?

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Terminal 3 -Part2-

This is how i keep myself entertained. =D

Another expensive sofa in the Transit holding Mall, from Italy. Price $XXXX

Daily Essentials

POWDER ROOM!

-_-" I was forced to take this pic with Ros

Simply too bored~

Everyone's best friend

Sunnies on the last day! =D

"Row 5 to police post. Is lunch here already? Roger" - Random

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Monday, November 19, 2007

Boo hoo~ i still cant gain access to my picture folder. wth man. Thank goodness i still got another backup copy. If not.. you'll c wad i will do to *you.

BLAH x3

Anw, helped out at Si Ying's stall today. =D Managed to sold all the little handicrafts. I stood down there like a mad gurl, talking non stop since 11am till 4pm? & a bowl of yummy laksa was worth all the talkings. lols. At this rate im gg.. i think im gg to lose my voice pretty soon! lalala~

If my gurl allows, then i shall upload pictures of her handicrafts here. heh.

No more bitterness.. =) Only sweet sweet whisperings.

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, November 19, 2007

Sunday, November 18, 2007

FUCK. Why i cant i access to my pictures folder? Damn it. Its all mine stuffs yet my access to it is denied? What a joke.

Im so gg to find SOMEONE to hack into bits.

If you dun have the ability to pay up, then MYOB. Stop trying to be funny with my stuffs. That will only make me feel like throwing you out of the window, like a dirty tissue.

You !@#$%

Just an hour ago, i was still feeling so miserable abt myself. Now.. im freaking angry.

* my blood is boiling - entry typed on my current temper.

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, November 18, 2007

Current status: Physically sick, mentally tired = pathetic gurl.

Missed church today. Went to my family doctor instead. He was damn nice to gave me 4 different types of tablets to pop in after my meals. Aren't he sweet? heh.

Perhaps its my health, thus im having all those itchy bitchy mood swings.

Im being unreasonable the whole time.

My eyes gets watery for everything thing he said or do.

Im gg to explode soon. REAL SOON.

I know you cared for me. All the things you said was for my good. But you dun seems to get my point. Ever thought i dint want to hear all these from you? Esp you..

During my sec 5 days when i studied F&N, the book says a person tends to feel insecure when he/she is in hunger. Right now, even though i just had my lunch.. im still feeling insecure. Dun ask me why. But that's just how i feel inside. And you never realise it..

Go home? I never like to be at home alone with that 2 creeps. I hate it. How could a patient ever take a good rest when she dun feel safe with the surrounding? I know at times im very demanding.. I dun bother to explain alot of my thoughts.. Becuz i thought you would understand. So many months yet, we dun seems to able to read each others mind. Not even a slightest thought. I feel so lousy. At times, i wonder how much i weight in your heart.

No, im not trying to put you down. Neither am i trying to say you're not good enough. To me, you're simply wonderful. Perhaps im too demanding and bitchy for you or anyone to understand.. Nope, im not gg to blame you for it..

I doubt if you will get to read this entry, but its okay. If anyone of you happens to know who is he, pls let him know okay?

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, November 18, 2007

Saturday, November 17, 2007

TERMINAL 3 -Part 1-

Airbus A380

NEWater(s)

Row 5 Ticketing Crews, Ayin & I

Me, Ayin & Adrian

Ros & Ayin

STICKERS
Pretty Ticketing Crews

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What a week..

Super tired man. School, projects, work, home ... im sick and tired of all these shit. I feel so no life.

Ah, just experiencing some horrible mood swings.

Im not sure if he was playing with me when he did it. But im really angry with his stupid act. And of cuz, it did caused some uproar among them. I know they cared and simply worried that he will try to be funny with me again.. =) But but im fine now, okay?

I just dun want anything to happen you okay?

I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, November 17, 2007

Monday, November 12, 2007

Feels so weird to be back in school after so many days at terminal 3. heh. First day back to school, already late for lessons liao. wth. Not my fault okay. The gates was closed way before 8am. End up, only a handful of pathetic kittens was there for assembly. lols. Should have taken a picture of it man.

blah x3

Having a hard time to concentrate during EPL too. My eyes had a hard time fighting against the gravity. heh.

Overall, it feels good to be back with my friends again. I know they miss me loads. haha.

Managed attend 2nd service ysd. And Darrell, my shuai ge, was there too! ah ha~

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=) I promise i will love you more each day, no lesser than ysd.

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, November 12, 2007

Friday, November 09, 2007

They just dont seem to understand my fear for bicycles. Esp when they're riding one. I always make the effort to tell everyone i know (and i cared for) to be extra careful on the road while riding that no license vehicle. Many times, they just replied yes or would simply laugh it off. But why? I really care okay. I dont say that because i've got nothing better to do.. Because i really care..

I understand that the incident was afew years ago.. but so what? You mean it wont happen again? You know, almost everyday a cyclist is being knocked down.. You gonna be dead sure it wont happen to *you?

I cried because im scared.Im really scared that it will happen again. No matter how excellent is your skills.. accidents can still happen okay?

I dont wanna lose anymore. In fact, i cant afford to lose anyone, esp *you.

That incident will always live in my memories.. ..
Labels: Nightmare

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, November 09, 2007

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Little Miss Brave

From today onwards, im gonna stand strong to face the world. Im not going to let my past to be my hinderance to my better future. I will just have to learn how to better control my emotions, in the hard way

Im not going to let *YOU or *YOU to hold me back and ruin my future. I've got a beautiful world ahead. In time to come, *YOU will know that *YOU failed terribly and will be as miserable as a peanut.

Few years down the road, people will come to know me as the capable gurl whom they know.

My Almighty Father has already won the battle.

The victory is already MINE.

Im FREE from all *YOUR nonsense, forever.

=) Im not going to let any one of you down okay.

Blah x3

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I promise i will never say such a thing anymore. I promise i will be a good gurl and will never upset you okay?
Labels: Promise

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, November 08, 2007

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Im so tired of waiting for pple who promise to call but they always (most of the time) fail to do so.

Im so tired of waiting for pple who promise to sms but they always (most of the time) fail to do so.

What's wrong with them?

24hrs a day and you can only spare me 1min 10secs? ( in random)

How pathetic.

I understand the other party might be busy at the moment, cant you just sms me to let me know? Type one msg very mafan meh?

Whatever.

Counting down afew more days before my work at t3 calls for a break. I love working there lah. Its so fun can? We had endless chit chat sessions among ourselves and cam-whore times! lols. Wait till they send me the pics, so i can upload 'em. heh.

Gotta hit my bed soon..

("v") Nighty nights darlings.

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Monday, November 05, 2007

things and thoughts

I miss gg for movies..
I miss shopping..
I miss hugs..
I miss my long hours of slp..
I miss chatting with ..
I miss being in my own world..
I miss baking..
I miss my good old voice..
I miss my cow..
I miss pple who cares..
I miss HK..
I miss the times when we did things tgt..
I miss pig out sessions with him n them..
I miss my kids..
I miss singing..
I miss handicrafts sessions..
I miss receiving presents.. (so random)

I miss ..
Im a greedy gurl..

So screwed up. Okay, guess i needa clear things up.. I know i blogged abt her being rude to my mama n me.. but i realise that all the while she have always been the one protecting us. She made those calls that none of us would want to call, scolds pple whom we cant dun even bother to talk to (for our sake) n so many more. Im sorry to say all those abt her okay.

-sigh-
Sometimes i really wonder if its true. Though we rmb the slightest details on how it started.. but it seems a lil too fast uh? Of cuz i dun mean i wanna back out.. im just hoping for the best. I believe if we put in our effort, something fruitful will come out of it. God willing okay?

Labels: misses

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, November 05, 2007

Sunday, November 04, 2007

=) Im coughing so badly until i lost my voice. lols. I guess i was talking way too much eh? heh. Working at t3 is fun fun fun. I like the rush when the tours come tgt at the same time, assigning guides, giving out stickers, etc. So bian tai right? lols. When all the tour grps come tgt, that will also mean.. we must have sufficient guides ard.. if not they will have to wait till another one comes back.

dots.

Weekends at t3 is so quiet. Only afew hundreds of pple came. Quite depressing eh? lols. But that will also means getting to go home earlier n more time to slack ard! haha.

I like listening to Uncle Tommy when he talks. He's very knowledgeable and have got so many stories to share! Be it political, different religions, old time stories, history, Christianity, etc, he definitely got alot to talk abt man. Of cuz i do like to hear frm others.. but Uncle Tommy top the list okay? lols.

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I miss gg to church. It feels so weird to miss service for so long. I wonder if anyone notice that i aren't ard..

Nevermind.

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That 2 creeps is simply too much man. I so wanna smack them with my slippers. Sooner or later, i will sure explode and !@#$% n they will be so ashame of their deeds and themselves.

BLAH x3

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, November 04, 2007

Friday, November 02, 2007

Anger Management

(I think) she's freaking dumb when she said all those senseless things abt me and him. Okay, i was talking (nagging) to her for being so selfish, for not wanting to go down with mama to 7-11. And there she go.. talking about all those nonsense. Super crap lor. If you simply cant out-talk me, then just shut up. If not it really looks retarded on you. Such a ****** bitch.

Call me one, and i will tell you IM THE BITCH, NOT A BITCH.

C'mon go look into the damn mirror, and freaking think before you say all those rubbish. Yupp yupp.. you may say : since whatever she said was untrue rubbish and sujective comments, why should i bother in the first place?

HELLO. Im now super fed up is because she's so brainless despite her age.

I so wanna stuff my father's smelly socks right into her mouth.

I will do so.. probably in my dreams.

Whatever okay. Im just super pissed.

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Damn. I realise that recently i've been blogging so much on my dislike-ness towards people around me. But the 2 persons i mentioned earlier on (previous entries) deserve it. I mean.. i really dislike them. If its over some tiny winy matters, i can close one eye. Nah, they're simply too much for anyone to tolerate. For the one i just mentioned.. maybe not that much afterall. i merely need to blog them out, before i go mad. Just a moment of anger, i guess?

I desperately want a shoulder to lean on and rest.
=( Can i?

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, November 02, 2007