The Blessed One

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Xtreme cold~

btw, forget to tell you guys sumting horrible. haha.

few days ago, a dead bird is found near my aunt's hse area. it was tested to be infected with H5N1 bird flu virus. [argh] spoil my holidae mood man. -_-" now everytime i reach home, i must rmb to to wash my hands under de icy cold tap water. HuMpH~ but..nvm lah horx? =O

aniwae, u guys rmb to b keeping me in ur prayers horx! =D pray for safety lahx, gd health lahx and a heart for God. =)

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Hey peeps! heh. blogging in HK now. de weather ish Xtreme cold. haha. just survived a day of 9degrees last week. [-_-] pls, im wearing like a dumpling everyday. dun make me wear any more clothes! haha. and to make that worse.. my chinese medicine ish Xtreme bitter. argh~ but nvm.. im feeling kinda of better after gulping down those black, bitter liquid. =D
but but.. im also enjoying my "shopping treatments" here! haha~ already bought some fab stuffs. =P i did spent time reading and knitting lahx. heh. kinda of relax too. =) at least i aren't thinking much abt those horrible incidents. urgh~

aniwae, i must 10q those who came all de way frm church to Changi airport to send me off! heehee.. (namely Junyan, Yiwen, Crosby, Guangyi, $4.90, LianXin, Esther, Weiling, Yonghuay, Tianyue, Clarissa, Weien, Yukang, Pauline, Justin, JiaJun) did i miss out anione? heh. of course still got my mama and sisiter. =D i felt sho honoured lorx.. like almost de whole Anshao pple came.. urgh~ sho touched seh. [blush] and those lovely cards for my dearies. =) sho sweet eh?

meanwhile, u guys tk care oki? =) shall update again nx time.
btw, give u guys my hp nx time oki? dun make me sms n call back all de time mahx. haha~ must care and share. heehee.

tkcare loads darlings. =)

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Hmmm..after much quiet time with God, i realised i spent most of the time asking God, "Why ish all these pple commenting/acting sho much in front of me", etc. I was to into asking sho many WHYS' and neglecting other pple's feelings. I feel sho bad abt it. I shall apologise here oki? - if i said/do anything that upset anyone. =D

Lemme update abt my daily outings recently. haha. ( I know not all are interested to know, but who cares? *bleahz* )

Tues, 10.01.06, a grp of gurls went over to WeiEn's hse. We actually plan to go Sentosa de.. but the weather dont allows. *Spore weather really shats!* =X WeiEn, TianYue,Clarissa and YongHuay met up earlier(becuz i was late) to shop at NTUC for our lunch. uh-huh, we cooked de meal, by ourselves! heehee.. By the time i found them, they were done with the shopping and ready to go liaox. [-_-] yup, i was that late. lalala~ Some freaky scares frm Hazel, de dog. haha. She pounced? up onto TianYue's lap and tried to lick her. haha. Aunty Kathy and Sam joined us much later, after we were half-way done with our lunch. heh. Tried to keep ourselves by having a game of UNO..blah blah blah. Loads of laughter throughout.. Oh yah, we took a grp photo nehx.

Yep, its a gurls outing. =P

Actually i was late becuz my fren, Old man came to find me for breakfast. Holiday mahx, sho he can booked out of camp and "accompany" me for breakfast. [lalala] Apparently, he stayed up quite late de night b4 and took a short nap b4 he came to find me. Abit paiseh to reject aniwae.. sho go lorx. =P oki, im sorry that i was late. (pls dun K me for tat, horx!)

Wed,11.01.06, i went for with Alice and Ah Leow( my chinese teacher). Went to Fish & Co. Their serving size ish HUGE. Ah leow dint even managed to finished her fish and chips. haha. Alice said the waiter de smile abit kua zhang, too can lan liaox. lolx~ Had a good time of sharing.. =) Ah leow kept asking me why im not attached. [blah] Ah leow and Alice kept saying that i ought to find one boyfriend, becuz im too mong mong dong dong (blur for chinese) liaox. [-_-] Isn't it good to be blur-ed at times? haha. Chat chat chat till 8+ nearly 9 b4 we left for home. heehee~ Been ages since we last met up. We are gd frenz horx..despite Ah leow used to be my teacher. Who cares man. heh.

After which, when i was back home, i "realised" Justin have alr uploaded all the camp photos! All 401 photos!! Cool eh? Got some photos which i liked.. heehee.

de buddy gang of gurls! =D they really rock my socks man! lolx~

And that's me and my best buddy, Pauline. heehee~
i rmb both of us likes to take photos together whenever there ish a camera around. We alwaes "request" pple for our pictures to be taken. haha~ She's my gd photo taking mate. =P

And this ish MY darling, Aaron. Handsome mahx? haha~ He just woke up lahx, that's why he look abit slpy. But he's Xtremely cute when he smiles! haha~ A smile that simply melts my heart. =P

heehee~ enough of blogging le lahx. catch up tml again. =P

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, January 12, 2006

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

[[ . _______ Hypocrites invading my life ________ . ]]

-sigh- im flying off this coming sundae, ya know?! of all a sudden..i dun feel like going aniwhere. just wanna stay underneath my blue blanket. de thought that im going alone, ish sho ultra lonely. noone to shop with me and play with me. OMG~ *battle agst my emotional feelings* honestly, i made the decision to go back to HK, MYSELF. sho cant really grumble much abt it. though there's alot of -ve thoughts, but i really hope to stand firm in my decisions. I WANT MY HEALTH BACK, DESPERATELY - both mentally and physically. i wanna break free frm all these horrible memories. i wanna crying NO-MORE. i felt as though im ridding on a super-bumpy roller coaster. up, down, up,down - non stop.

i want a cry.. [anione?] i want an understanding soul.
and pls pple, will you pple stop assuming things that YOU think its true for me ; when i never said sho.
i dont need you guys to judge me for who i m. i jolly well know myself better. even if i dont, GOD does. God dint bless us with a mouth to say things that were untrue. cant you ask? im not trying to put bad light unto anione. but these few days im feeling duper stressed. mentally stressed. i feel as though i gonna explode le. too many things to say but noone to hear. too many tears to flow yet no shoulder to lean on.
am i asking too much?

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Monday, January 09, 2006

At times, S'pore weather really shats. OMG~ it's has been raining last last night? till now. urgh~ hai wo todae dun dare to wear jeans. if not..my jeans would be soaked in the rain man. and that's going to be really erxin. [-_-] but then..and again, such nice weather ish really nice for slping. haha.
mama dint want me to go for Anshao todae. becuz i slept at 4+am last night, then she's afraid that i might fall sick.. blah blah.. i only managed to slip in ard 10.50, when the whole programme ish almost ending. lalala~ just in time to make 2 "personal" announcement to everyone. =P

1) My HP line ish now officially not in use. please dun waste ur $$ sms-ing or calling me. try MSN or home number instead. =D

2) My flight back to HK has been confirmed. im flying off to HK nx sundae, 3.25pm. and im flying ALONE. urgh~ [[blah]]

i know there are SOME pple who keep commenting BEHIND my back, saying that i always change my number. but wth, i've got my own valid reason oki. nvm~ sumdae, i hope i can share openly abt certain things in my life - when God allows. =)

aniwae, my pineapple tarts are rated good by those who tried it. heehee~ actually not all my effort lahx. still got my mama's effort. we combined forces horx..dun play play man. haha. the pineapple tarts are nice becuz the one who bake them are NICE too. =D dont u agree? [bleahz]

oki i feel like sighing. -sigh-

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, January 09, 2006

Saturday, January 07, 2006

-sigh- i've got ultra lots of things to share here. will u hear me out and promise to read the entire entry? [o.O]
i dint went for cg last night, i was bz helping my mama with de pineapple tarts. [-_-"] and the results was.. i "lost" my nice long fingernails. haha~ freak accident, i guess? how i wished i was there for cg man. though the pple im meeting are those same old bunch..but i really do enjoy spending time with them, studying God's word. heehee.
Aniwae, ever since my 2 old old neighbours moved in last week, they hang these sumwad-altar outside my hse lorx! damn. since then, i've been having really weird horrible nightmares and dunno-come-frm-where-de-cuts on my body. one on my tummy and 2 on my ankles. argh~ spiritual warfare?? [o.O]

then todae i went to pay for my air-tickets then church. suppose to attend these course for the baby class, but i skip it becuz my stomach cramps was killing me. in de end, i went to prepare for tml de sunday school lesson. oki, i think de lesson abit chim to teach. OMG~ played with sarah and brian too. both of them were sho cute! haha~ go running ard, chasing each other. btw, sarah likes pink too. =D well, most of de gurls like pink lahx. geex~
went to weien's hse for tom yam dinner! haha~ she was nice to invite us to her hse. heehee. i tink hazel really freaks me out man. im sho de scared of her. she bites!? - dont she? lolx~ oh oh.. i tink i gained sumwad a 0.5kilos after having de dinner and ice-cream. gagaga~
but i felt sho sian-ed.. pms eh? lalala~ of all a sudden, i missed this fren of mine. as a fren lahx. like it has been ages since we last chatted - though its impossible animore to talk to him. and de fact tat its not his stuffs tat ish bothering me and thus me not getting out of it. its like u wanted to talk to this fren but you can get to see him/her or even talk to him/her. i mus make myself clear on this point : ITS NOT HIS STUFFS TAT ISH BOTHERING ME AND THUS ME NOT GETTING OUT OF IT. i really dunno how to put my tots into words. i tink i need a shoulder. really.. [anione?] but of cuz, there are also alot of external factors tat ish holding me back to snap out of it. i know im not de ONLY ONE who ish feeling down and craps, i know everyone does. i dun expect anione to come telling me tat u understand me or wadeva craps, becuz u DONT. urgh~ i shan't go ani further. . . . .

-insufficient brain cells-

I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, January 07, 2006

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Mama has decided that im goin back to HK on the 15th. uh huh, that's going to be like in 2 weeks time? =0 yep yep, im going back to celebrate CNY. my 1st time to celebrate CNY in HK after sho many years. haha. bet the atmosphere will be Xtremely great huh?! heehee.. but.. abit too fast eh? aiyahx, nevermind lahx, the faster the better. gd opportunity to AVOID pple and some other stuffs. -sigh- at least im afew thousand kilometres awy frm all those unhappy thingys and memories. i guess i can then have time for myself and most imptly, God. aniwae, i will be seeing this chinese doctor over there. hope to regain back bit of my health. heehee~
tian ah.! i dunno to use what word to describe my thoughts now. ultra-duper messy and crappy. argh~

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

lalala~ heehee.. today 1st day of school lehx! im sho "excited" for all. lolx~ i think im school sick man. i miss my classmates. those were the days where we play and laugh like mad. buddy together for lunch and UNO games. friends friends friends.. heehee. aniwae, i was suppose to meet Alwyn and Alvin this morning to visit our teachers. since its the 1st day of school..blah blah.. but then.. i woke up late (as usual). suppose to reach Bukit batok at 9.30am, but i woke up at 9.20am. [-_-"] thanks to Alwyn, who "morning call" me. haha. after the call and everything, i creep back to my cosy blue bed to slp again.! i guess the 2 guys were really fed up with me and my slping habit huh? lolx~ aiyahx, next time still can go together mahx. =P
feeling sho mixed up now ; that no words can describe my feelings. -sigh- maybe you wanna ask me that particular qns again? i guess i will give a different answer.

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Sunday, January 01, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, January 01, 2006