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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Was out the whole day in church. Tired and feeling upset the whole time. Well, today was so nice to slp in lorx. LOL. Anyway, that's not the case why im not feeling good. Just some complicated heart matters. -sigh- Jen said im a sour gurl. Because she says im jealous over some pple, for dunno wad reasons - which is not true at all. HEY! I traded my boyfriend for a puppy, oki? Wad more incident can make me feel sour? heh. Well, inside stuff lahx. Sian-ed. I guess im having very serious mood swings ba? My mood just dunno how to swing back to the correct position. urgh. Someone slap me on my forehead. -sigh- x3. Any shoulder available? I need some TLC, anyone?

I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, September 30, 2006


As promised, loads of post-dated pictures for this post. =P I dint want to post my pictures abit here and there. So i waited for Ivy to send the reminding few to me. haha. Meanwhile, work is damn tiring. Did OT for the past 2 days. Thank goodness i've permenent off day for Sat. LOL. I was telling my mad cow, that actually OT isnt that bad lahx. At least i've a few extra dollars for my shopping expenses. haha. (inside joke, my dear.)

Aiyah, just enjoy the pretty pictures uploaded. =D
*Size of pictures may defer*


Sze Min, Ivy and Me at NYNY.



Sze Min with her tiramisu, and Ivy trying to snap her food.



My chocolate heart cake. =P *Sinful. Shakes head*



Us.



At Marina Square toilet.



*Cant you see that we're taking a photo?*



Pretty gurls. ;)



Hp-savvy. Love my ring. haha.






Dunno whose idea. -sigh-



Sexy?



Them at the arcade. The one in white is my son, YH. Guess whose the one in green.
*Oh i saw Xiao Xin (my sec classmate) there too! heehee.*
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Gary ; my bestie guy friend. ;) NOT boyfriend.



Because we're gurls, that's why we take such photos.



The cake my sister brought. =D
16 candles only.



My sister with her best friend, Cheryl. (taken ages ago)

I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, September 30, 2006


Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Hello pple. Pardon me for the absence of blogging. Dint know there will be pple interested in reading my blog. LOL. Currently working part time sales at IMM. Damn tired lorx. Rmb to visit me if u're coming to IMM horx. heh. Oh, sms me first lahx. Then maybe can have lunch or dinner with me. haha. Here's pictures we (i) took during my class outing cum birthday celebrations. heehee.

p/s: More to come in the next post! =P



Yeah, i know how to drive horx. LOL.



Super sinful chocolate cream cake.



Birthday gurls~



She's Lela.



Us.



Babes.



She's Ning Qian, my Niang. haha.



Uh.. no idea wad's gg on.



Shu Yi, Me, Ning Qian, Penny Lohan. =)



Niang; trying to seduce me.



My thumb is yummylicious. =D She's Lai Ting. =)



NOOO children. Underage stuffs.



I look super kiddy like that. LOL.




Suppose to have more pictures de. But.. nvm. =P

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, September 26, 2006


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Birthday celebrations.

Yups, im officially 16 le. haha. Had mini celebrations with my friends and family. =D 3 days of on-off celebrations is tiring. LOL.

16.9.06 Sat - Went for CG in the morning then Pasir Ris Park to meet my classmates. Had a small feast there. Pizza, sambal and curry chicken, drinks and a creamy chocolate cake! heehee. Though not all of my classmates turn up, we all had fun playing games and just eating and chatting. It was definitely a great time of bonding and eating!LOL. Oh, nothing bad happened to me lahx. Had a super creamy facial for my hair and face. [-_-"] Thanks to Lela, Ning Qian and boyfriend. I never know that Lela is so so cunning to smash the cake unto my face! Goodness. Ning Qian's boyfriend is no better. Hid in the GURL toilet cubical and ask Ning Qian to bluff me out, then proceed to throw the cream on my hair. -faints- Anyway Lai Ting was the most innocent one. She was nice enough to offer cut the cake. To "repay" her, we helped to clean her face with our creamy hands. LOL. Real COOLness. Oh, i so love the long slide there! haha. The playround was so much smaller now. But i still had fun playing. =P Thank goodness there arent alot of bicycles around me for the whole afternoon. heehee. 10q everyone who turned up. =) At least i know im not forgotten. =P Left in the evening and went to Suntec with Penny Lohan and Shu Yi. Shu Yi left halfway, then Penny Lohan went shopping with her brother and mum. I went to meet my papa, mama and sister lahx. -dUh- Walked from Suntec to Bugis for dinner then home. [-_-"] So so tired for day 1.

17.9.06 Sun - Went to church. Had a nice time of sharing with my groupmates. Its a rare time to hear Zhong Han talking so so much on a sunday morning! haha. 2nd service was great. Cried a great deal during Kai Li's sharing. Like i've so much to tell God. -sigh- Went for lunch with the usual peeps at the old old place. =) Discussed the usual stuffs. Then went to Art and History Musuem with Zan and Jen. All went siao over that Biennale thingy. haha. Took some artistic (crappy) pictures with Zan de N73. Damn cool. Oh, Zan got me and Jen laughing like mad! haha. Then walked to City Hall with Jen. Took the longer route home, for my dear gurl. [-_-] Met up with FRIEND later onat night. Had a mini celebration lorx. heehee. So touched lahx. heh. Friend's name not very convenient to mention. You know who you're lahx, horx. =P

18.9.06 Mon - Was replying sms-es and picking up calls almost the whole day. LOL. Spent time talking to God before going out for dinner with my friends. Had a great time singing to the Lord and writing Him a letter. Perhaps, i feel more comfortable jotting things down ba? heh. Contents of the letter are not to be published. =) Went for dinner at New York New York with my long lost sec friends. Those familiar faces.. LOL. Uh, the food there isnt that nice lahx. If you wanna go, i (we) suggest that you skip the spag section. =P But.. everything feels weird. Not the food, but the people there. Nvm. Thank goodness Gary was there for dinner. If not i think i will really go home earlier. heh. After dinner, went to Marina Square de arcade. Played some dumb stuffs. Ivy was the Bishi Bashi Champ ; Gary is the Puzzle fighter Champ and Yi Hang Racing car Champ! haha. Then home lorx. If Old Man dint call me when i was on my way home, i think i will take forever to walk home from the train stn. LOL. Thanks Old Man. He just call to "check" where am i. haha. Before i went out for dinner, i was so angry with my didi. He dint want to buy me a birthday cake! Shit him. He and his stupid nonsense is driving me mad. haha. In the end, my sister brought the cake lahx. Still kinda sad. HEY! Its her birthday too! And she have to buy the cake.. Boohoo. But horx, she got someONE to celebrate birthday with her lehx! HuMpH~ Oki, im mad-ed.

Initially i thought noone rmbs my birthday. Until my hp alarm went off, and sms-es and calls came in.. i was happy lahx. heh.

Big 10q to those who took the effort and time to type me a sms and called me.. =) I dint typed one msg and forward to all oki? Everyone's 10q msg was different. heehee. And i simply thank God for you people. You peeps are great!
(In order) HUGS to : Yi Hang, Gary, Basket, Ah Wing, Yong Huay, Jun Jie, Old Man, Clarissa, Mad Cow, Spencer, Gan-ma, Friend, Uncle Tan, Lifen, Lai Ting, Mama (Yups, my mum!), Shu Yi, Jen, Est, Roumei, Von, Sze Min, Friend, Myself.

Then proceeds to check my friendster a/c. Was overjoyed and hit the ceiling. Received testimonials from peeps whom i never thought they would rmb! (Not in order) HUGS to: Five Cents, Spencer, CV mummy, Alwyn, Cindy, Eileen, Esther, Wei Jie, Yi Hao, Lu Zhou Mummy and Jeff. ;)


*Pictures will be up probably in the next post. =D

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, September 20, 2006


Monday, September 18, 2006

Happy 16th Birthday to PeiSze!



* Penny Lohan says this picture is nice. LOL.

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, September 18, 2006


Friday, September 15, 2006

Rain rain rain. So tired and sleepy. Was over the phone with Gary ysd till 4am. [-_-"] And i woke up like 10+ am this morning. Goodness. Went City Hall then town with Shu Yi and Penny Lohan. We practically forgot our main purpose for today, and were shopping the whole time! LOL. Had a good good laughing time with them lahx. They're are real jokers, can? haha. As i typed, im recalling all the laughing incidents this afternoon. Shu Yi and i on the train; Penny Lohan hitting Elmo with her red umbrella; Penny Lohan nonsensical nonsense; blah x3. LOL. All inside jokes lahx! Bleah.

Oki, tml im going for my class outing at Pasir Ris park. Uh, Lai Ting says IO3 (my class) will be coming tgt to celebrate Ning Qian's and my birthday tml. And they're planning something special(?) for us. Well, i hope (i really hope) it will be a pleasant surprise. LOL. Someone please, stand in front of me, to protect me lehx! Look, i cant run, i dont like bicycles, plus i dont walk fast.. What am i suppose to do to protect myself - if they sabo me? Unless.. like what Penny Lohan suggest : Wear a plastic raincoat. [-_-] Please, dont do anything to me face. LOL.

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I dont know what's with me. Just now when i was about to cross the road, i was hoping for someone to come, hold my hand, and lead me to cross the road. As the wind blows across my face, my heart shivers. Of all a sudden, i felt like crying. I felt like leaning upon someone's shoulder, and cry a good cry. I thought, i just need a cry. Anyone? Any nice soul will do - if nice souls still exist.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, September 15, 2006


Thursday, September 14, 2006

Oh my tian. Something is wrong with me. I accidentally chopped my fingers with the chopper, for the second time this week. urgh. Now i've got like 4 cuts on my fingers. Goodness. But nvm, my papa and sister has already helped to finish ALL the food that i cooked for dinner. heehee. Oh, exams has declared over this afternoon at 1.15pm. XD Here i am, ready to enjoy my 1 month holiday! =D LOL. Well, shall try to look for some part time to earn some pocket money. Anyone with lobang? heh.

Oh yah! I've already received my 2nd birthday present from my darling, Shu Yi. Oki, i seriously forgot that she's my laughing partner. LOL. 10q gurl! I really liked that pooh bear badge! =D Hey, it has got my name on it! heehee. btw Shu Yi, im going to celebrate my 16 birthday (again) lahx. Not 19. heh. Mama just told me that i will be celebrating both my chinese and english birthday on the same day this year, which is on the 18 lahx. Meaning i can received presents twice? ah ah..

And i realised the month of september got lots of people celebrating their birthdays. Of course that includes me. =P Because almost everyday, my birthday alarm will go off, reminding me you people's birthday. Goodness. So for all the hunks and babes of september, shall deserve a honourary (correct spelling?) mention in my blog! haha.

Sep 1: Jolene
Sep 2: My elder brother
Sep 3: Teck Wee
Sep 4: Zhi Wei & Ricky
Sep 9: Ah Leow & Terence
Sep 10: Sam
Sep 11: Chun Hao
Sep12: Mrs Chiong & Amin
Sep 13: Yi Hao, Jen
Sep 14: Mad Cow
Sep 15: Leonie
Sep 17: Sarah & Jess
Sep 18: ME!, My sister, Eileen, Joel Tan (shuai ge!), Friend's mum (LOL)
Sep 21: Ning Qian (Niang)
Sep 23: Hui Shan, Esther
Sep 24: Justin, Ah Ping
Sep 29: Ivy & Bi Qi

PhEw~ There you go, peeps. Tag / MSN me if i left our your name. heehee.



Random thoughts: Hmmm.. the moment when i opened my heart up, i knew i had to stay focus on the right track. I thought i should know the answer better than anyone else. But
why is my heart reacting in such a way? I know i cant. And i know you wont and you dont. sigh. I just pray that it wont turn out to be another nightmare.

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, September 14, 2006


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Ah, i think i screwed up my OFC paper. Made some careless mistakes. urgh. My head feels heavy. Sian-ed. Hmmm.. i think it feels weird to "pretend" like nothing happened. I suck at it. This time round is not hidding my feelings oki.. its almost eveything! All my thoughts, expressions, blah x3. Boy. Well, i just pray that everything wont turn out to be what i planned for the worse. =)

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Oki, i know i needa type the following out b4 my MSN chats and hp floods. What else but my birthday wishes(wants)? LOL.
  • Bags. (Loads of them, since mama is throwing lots of my bags awy)
  • Earrings. (Just cant get enough of them. LOL.)
  • A walk to remember book. (I know i watched the movie for like a hundred times, but i like the story lahx.)
  • Uh.. flowers? *blush*
  • Good books, that worth my time reading.
  • Electronic toothbrush. (LOL. I think mama will get me this. =P )
  • Kisses! (From my kids, of course.)
  • Sliming package. (LOL)
  • Yummy treats.
  • Memorable day/night out?
  • Shoes/Heels - which is abit hard, unless you know my size.
  • Nokia Connectivity Adapter Cable CA-42.
  • Tube tops?
  • Pleasant surprises. =P
  • A huggable ****

Pls let me know beforehand if u wanna date me out. =P I dun wanna cramp and clash all my things up. heehee.


I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, September 12, 2006


Monday, September 11, 2006

Damn. Im having a fever now. And exams is tml. urgh. Worse, i lost my earring!
!@#$% I was twisting and turning my earring while waiting for Old Man, for lunch. Then it came off and gone missing.!! Wth. I so so love my earring lahx!
-slaps my thunder thigh-

Had a pretty weird dream last night. Too bad, i cant see the faces clearly. LOL. Well, i guess only Penny Lohan will know what im refering to. haha. Anw, im so happy for my FRIEND. =D She's attached for the 1st time in her whole 18 years! LOL. Where on earth to find someone so sweet like him man? LOL. Uh, wait.. i've never seen or talk to that guy b4. So.. haha. Wait till i get hold of my FRIEND'S hp and read the sms-es.. LOL. That guy better treat my FRIEND good enough. If not, i will *missing text* =P




I cheered with joy @ | Monday, September 11, 2006


Sunday, September 10, 2006

Whee~ This morning was Anshao Anniversary. heehee. Had a short time of get-to-know-Anshao-and-your-fellow-friends better. Quite OK lahx. =P ah, there was quite a number of new friends. Really thank God for seeing us through all this years. All the ups and downs, tears and laughters - He was there with us. Abit pointless to blog abt it. Since He knows my thoughts deep down.. yadah yadah. Ah, there was this part where we could come up, to thank certain people in Anshao. Well, i've got loads to thank lahx! haha. But dint wanted to say it out openly. Im worried that it might get too draggy or touchy. I rather tell them personally lorx. Sincere oki? I dont mean that those thank each other openly is not being sincere horx. I just.. uh nvm. LOL.
Still, i love you loads, Julia. =D

Baked a small chocolate cake for Jen. B4 that, so many people was asking what's inside the box. I told them "bomb lorx". LOL. I dint dare to take train this morning with it lahx. I scare some security officers wanna open and check the cake. And next, they might be drooling over my chocolate cake. LOL. Oh well, since Jen's birthday is coming, and my exams is like day the after.. So might as well do something nice for her, b4 i forgets. heehee. The gurls arx.. machiam never tasted icing suger b4. Should have see their expressions. Damn funny lahx. Uh, i hope Jen like the cake? & i think the taste should be quite oki too? haha. Zan took some pictures with her hp. I suppose she did upload in her blog ba? blah.

btw pple, my 16 birthday is coming (again)! LOL.

When i was on my way home, it was raining so heavy that i had to call Old Man to "save" me (again). LOL. He came with the umbrella lahx. heh. 10q, Old Man. I will try to rmb to bring my umbrella out de. =P *Add on: I nearly took the wrong train home again! Goodness. When i reached City Hall and saw the crowd, i was grumbling abt the crowd and abit of cursing lahx. LOL. Then i realise they're ALL waiting for the train to Jurong East via Woodlands. I know. I will do something to my eyesight. -faints for the thousand time-


Random thoughts:
#1 Im not a super duper Christian, i do have my own weakness. =)
#2 I know i might not be able to help alot, but at least i can listen and lend my shoulder.

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, September 10, 2006


Friday, September 08, 2006

Oh my goodness! Was checking my yahoo mail, and received a mail from Mei Yun. Apart from telling me about her 2 boys.. She said in the mail that they saw a short interview of me at typ, and her kids go like "Pei Shi lao shi, blah x3.." -faints- I think it was shown on tv last night ba? Oh my tian. Can you feel my heartbeat? LOL.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, September 08, 2006


Ah, exams next week. Damn sian. Which means loads of memorising work to do and my 1 month holiday is coming too. LOL. Having dificulty to rmb all my notes.. like nothing goes in. urgh. & i've got tons of things to rmb. Goodness. Limited brain storage ba? Im now more in a mood for a movie. haha. Been doing (really) alot of day-dreaming over the past few days. If only we can turn back time.. things will definitely not turn out this way for me and pple ard me. Some touchy memories lahx. "Treasure eveything you've now." - does that makes sense to you?
Uh.. im mad-ed.

Oh my class will be having a class outing on the 16 Sep at Pasir Ris - which im abit reluctant to go. Not that its far from my place.. but the hundreds of bicycles will freak me out. How many times must i explain that i dont even want to get near one? Pple, stop telling me its just a bicycle and it wont eat me up. Im not interested in eating them, btw. Bicycles simply reminds me of some unhappy stuffs lahx. Goodness. I think i must really do something abt it man.
-faints-

Random thought: Be statisfied with what you've, and never ask for more. Uh, the more we run after something, the more it runs away from us. I guess, i can only be a dream chaser, all my life.


p/s: FRIEND: Its only WATER, nothing to be afraid of. LOL.



Hmmm.. i find this pic sweet. heehee.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, September 08, 2006


Monday, September 04, 2006

Uh, got nothing much to blog abt. Just wanna let you guys know that im still alive and kicking. So no worries. Im not going to jump down or anything. =) Hmmm, currently trying to clear some matters-of-the-heart with myself and God. Because im getting so sick and tired of everything. Well well, just some rough patches in life that everyone has to go through. Yadah yadah.. Still, a BIG 10q for all the tags you guys left for me. =) You pple are so sweet & im so touched. LOL.

To show that im oki, shall upload 1 picture i took with my classmates on National day. =)


Me, Ning Qian and Shu Yi.

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, September 04, 2006


Friday, September 01, 2006

I got to know this gurl through someone. Initially she looked and sounds OK to me. As time past, we became really good friends. After knowing her for years, i began to hate her, for her goods and bads.

She's a fucking bitch who dont dares to face up with the truth. She will only do it when she's being forced to. Worse is when she actually do all sorts of things to RUN away from it! What a stupid bitch. To think that she can give her friends so many advice when they need it. So fake of her to do so. And this fugly bitch is always trying to hide her real self from others. As if pple wanna eat her up. I think she seriously ought to look into the mirror and do some self reflection. HELLO! No one likes to have fakers as friends. You're so not worthy to be my (someones') friend. Im now scared of you. Becuz i dont know which is your true self when you talked to me. You're like another stranger. And why the fuck are you trying to take things upon yourself? You bloody think you're that strong? You think none of us is capable to help just a little? Trying to look down on your friends, right? You only like to be outcast by your fellow friends huh? That's the case, im keeping a distance from you. I just dont understand why you're doing so much stupid stuffs to restrict yourself. So what if winnie the pooh is yellow in colour and not pink? You mean you cant fall for it? Face it, friend. Im so willing to share with you. But you kept shutting me outta of your messy world, how am i suppose to know what's on your mind? You fucking think im a genie who can read your mind? Stupid. You forced me to type this entry and publish it. Who the fuck cares if you gonna cry after reading. Why cant you just let go and let God? You think your God is so incapable of doing things prefectly in His time?Then how are you going to share and tell others abt your faith? You lousy bitch. Im pretty (very) sure God wants you to be happy and cheerful too.

Pple, if you happen to see my friend in school or church or even on the streets (if you're that suay), slap her on her forehead to wake her up.

Who is she? heh. I think i did uploaded her pic in my last entry. Take a quick look and shut down your com. Im worried that you might fall sick or have nightmares that night. Oh, rmb your bad eggs and darts when you looked into it. You probably want to reshape her ugly face. If im not wrong, Gary did had a bad shock when he saw the pic.



Who else could she be man? None other than PeiSze.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, September 01, 2006