The Blessed One

Friday, May 25, 2007

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Horrible mood swings.. (zzz)

Why does it seems that he's avoiding me? Aren't we friends? -sigh- Or am i thinking too much? BOOS~

Est: IM SO GOING TO BITE YOU FOR TYPING THAT ON MY TAGBOARD.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, May 25, 2007

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Today's mood : =(

Oh we talked things out ysd.. (Think) We did come to a constructive(?) conclusion tgt.. Though i cant totally agree with what she* said.

But no, im not gg to let me emotions to take control. I wont fall for the trap and make myself angry over such issue oki..

Yupp yupp, im uber stingy with my precious brain cells =)

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Im not feeling good about myself.

Let me know if you found my self-confidence hidding somewhere oki?

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I guess i will just learn how to let it* go..
Its over..

& i never had you* in my life b4..

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Monday, May 21, 2007

Nope, im not feeling angry over that issue again. On second thoughts.. i guess i nust have done something that allows her* to think that way, huh? NVM.

I apologise for the harsh words i used in my last entry, oki? I was really furious when Niang & Lai gui gui told me about it..

Tml.. everything will be gone tgt with the wind. Heh.

I just pray that things wont turn out ugly between those involved.

I will feel (very) bad about it oki? =(

Still, im super thankful for the bunch of lovely friends! They're really sweet, can? LOL. I think by the time we graduate from our course, i will turn out to be somone uber spoilt.!

heehee.

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Last thursday, my class were supposed to go for a outing to the National Stadium before it is being torn down.. My classmates were super good to me lah.. They even scolded the teachers for not allowing me to go for the trip. LOL.

Then we went to Marina Sq to shop then Geylang for dinner! =D Ummm quite a number of inside stuffs.. not very "decent" to share here. haha. But we were good students when we went there oki.. heh.

Weekends were boring.. Uber sians. -sigh-

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Rmb? I love to love and to be loved. =P

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, May 21, 2007

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Shit. The entry i typed went missing.. urgh!

Am super fed up with someone this morning after my Niang sms me. WTH lah. What's wrong with her*? Is she bloody screwed up with her life and thus those words and thoughts? So sick of her to be doing all these behind my back.. Dont know to be thankful for Niang to tell me about it. urgh~

Whatever man.

Anw, did i mention that my dearest Mad Cow gave me a cute poohie cushion on sat? Super lovely lah! LOL. Love her loads! =D

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Allow me to repeat myself :

I SERIOUSLY DONT LIKE THAT SONG, TONG HUA BY GUANG LIANG. STOP SINGING THAT SONG IN FRONT OF ME. OR ELSE I WILL REALLY BITE!

Urgh~

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And i almost had you.. in my dreams but never in the real life. =(

I quit..
Labels: Fed up, i quit, poohie

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, May 17, 2007

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Oh my tian.. At this rate im going.. think i will only blog once a week. Then when will i ever hit my 333 post man? LOL.

Shall update bit by bit =)

Friday 11.05.07
- BZF cancelled
- Mac breakfast with Adrian, Jeremy, Peng Lek, Ugene, Denise & Edeline.
- J8 to kill time, while waiting for Ugene.. (zzz)
- Movie in town with Ugene, Jeremy, Adrian, Julyn, Denise and Edeline.
- Shopping
- Photo hunt
- Dinner at Makansutra
- Cam-whoring along "yuan yang qiao" - by Ugene =)
- My dearest sister left the digital camera on the cab

How clever can she be man? Im freakingly pissed with her. !@#$%& And she dare shout at my mama that it wasn't her fault. Wtf gave her the perimission to bring the digi cam out in the first place? She dint even ask lah!

If im to call her a bitch here, then that makes me a bitch too. Because she's my twin sister! urgh~

Spoils my mood.. =(

Saturday 12.05.07
- Daddy Andy & Marina's birthday! =)
- Ah Siao called to "wake me up" (zzz) Btw it was around 12+ when he called and im still sleeping. How interesting.. LOL.
- Met up with him for awhile
- Ice milo on Ah Siao. heehee.
- Adrian & Ugene went to Jurong Sports Complex to swim
- Met up with them after their activity
- Lunch at MAC + talking craps session
(They're really good at it oki! haha)
- Bath
- Coffee Bean at West Mall with Ivy & Sze min
- Met up with my Mad Cow near her place
- Met up with Ivy & Sze Min again after Mad Cow left
- Home sweet home past midnight

Sunday 13.05.07
- Mother's Day! =)
- De Wei (Xiong Zi)'s birthday! =)
- Missed service =(
- Slack
- Mango cake from my bitch, Gary =)
- Missed MJ session with my mama
- In debt of sleep and more sleep! LOL

Monday 14.05.07
- =) he made my day.. heehee.
- Ah Siao cut his hand
- Noisy Ugene & Adrian helped save my talktime.. LOL. (inside joke)
- Thrash out session with Ms Ng (at last)
- Lunch after school with Ugene, Adrian, Jeremy, Peng Lek, Denise, Julyn, Cindy & Edeline at J8
- Movie with Ugene, Julyn & Adrian
- 28 weeks later ; damn horror movie!
- Screaming with Julyn
- Holding onto Ugene's hand (he was laughing lah! Wth right?)

Tuesday 15.05.07
- =) he smiles & waves.. heehee.
- Pissed off by some XXX (urgh)
- J8 with Ugene, Adrian, Jeremy, Julyn, Edeline & Denise
- SMS prank (LOL)
- Conference with Ugene, Denise & Adrian

Wednesday 16.05.07 (Today)
Hmmm.. so far so good. Just that i nearly vomit blood when i read those msg.. Damn er xin lor.. Anw, Jen, im here oki? =) heehee.

-sigh-

Oki, if you've been reading my recent posts.. you might be able to tell that the names i mentioned are those i often hanged around with.. =) sometimes they're real maddness. LOL.

Now, i think i need to find a part time to finance my entertainments. Zzz

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Like what Julyn said.. i think im really blessed to have friends like you. =)

Nope, its not what you're thinking. We're only FRIENDS. That's all. Dont read too much into it oki?

I quit the game. I dont wanna hold on to it le. Wont you just let me off, please?

Allow me to show the weak side of me..

I wanna cry.. =(

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Thursday, May 10, 2007

WHAT A WEEK!

Last Sunday after service:
- Shopping & chatting session with Clarissa & my Tang Si Jie.
- UK fun fair with Julyn, Denise, Adrian, Faridah, Cindy and bf
- Challenger & Lethal Weapon
- Heart attack & fainting spell
- Causeway Point
- Courts! =)
- He cares.. heehee.
- Porridge
- Smelly feet (Adrian)
- FUN FUN!

Monday 07.05.07
- Little Xin De's birthday!
- He asked..
- K box at AMK with Ugene, Adrian, Peng Lek & friend, Jeremy, Julyn, Denise, Edeline, Iva, from 12pm till 5+pm.
- Sore throat & still coughing very badly.. =(
- Ah Siao, damn kuku!
- Xin qing bu hao, wo ku le..
- SPOILT!

Tuesday 08.05.07
- Neoprint with Ugene, Adrian, Jeremy, Denise, Julyn, Iva, Anne Marie & Edeline
- Suffocating & squeezing into the small neoprint machine
- Cam-whoring session (guys included) LOL.
- Ah Siao called to ask why dint i reply his msg.. Zzz
- Shocked by the people who call in and chat..
- GOOD =)

Wednesday 09.05.07
- Supposed to watch movie with S4.. Cancelled and postpone to next week.
- Am i to give S4 an answer real soon?
- -sigh-
- Falling asleep in the audi
- Snap shots!
- Hang out at J8 with Denise, Adrian, Ugene, Jeremy & Peng Lek
- Still falling sick.. =(

Thursday 10.05.07
- Marina's birthday
- Same train.. =)

Oki, pictures all up at Min Min's (Julyn) blog! Go check her out! LOL.

Nope, im not a strong gurl afterall..

Am falling deeply in love with You..

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, May 10, 2007

Friday, May 04, 2007

Friday.. still oki for me. Not coughing that much anymore, not crying, no emo.. nth =)

(finally) Went to the doctor on Wednesday. Horrible Dr Low.. Gave me so many tablets to pop in. Zzz~

Thoughts for the day:

What have you've been doing all these while? Certainly not wasting life eh? Over the years, i learnt how life short is and how fragile our lives can be. Perhaps you wanna start doing something which you've been procastinating for ages?

C'mon, go give someone a smile or a hug or even a kiss today! =)

Being a gurl who haves a heart condition, i learnt to treasure everyday of my life more than ever. Becuz no one knows what gonna happens next, right? Having a heart condition may mean that there's alot of things i cannot play or do with my friends, but i always learn to enjoy every moment in other ways.. It really a blessing to be alive, breathing and living. =)

Huggies pple!

Random thoughts:
Been sometime since i've someone special to lean on.. I know.. my friends and family members have been doing a great job (wall) for me to lean on.. So do i've God to depend on. I know, His love is sufficient to see me through all these.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, May 04, 2007

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Friday has proven to be a bad day for me again. Wth lah.

Oki, ur beloved one (ME) was coughing way too much and my heart has decided not to put up with it and protest. Zzz~ It was so pain that i cried out (loud?) lah. Thanks to my bunch of lovely classmates. =)

Oki lah, thanks to Ah Siao also lah.. Since he's so nice to send me home.
** Someone says im being unfair to Mr shy shin goon look-alike. Fine. 10q him then!
Poor guys.. LOL.

Blah~

That si-du-pi cabby took a long way back to my place and i ended up paying 17 dollars for the fare. Super sians. Know how much i can do with that 17 dollars? urgh~

Spent my weekend + monday and tuesday at home coughing like a mad *cow.

Nope, im not very keen to visit my handsome doctor. Cannot imagaine the amount of tablets he's going to make me pop in.

Sigh~ im a naughty gurl.

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Its already MAY, pple. Time really flies. Just the other day i was writting some thoughts of my in my little book. Exactly 2 years after the incident.. will i be able to get over it and start afresh? I really hope i can. =) I know i will..

Am uber thankful for my group of loving friends and family members who never fails to go through everything with me. I feel so loved and blessed with you guys around. *winks*

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My new class is still doing fine.. I kinda like mingling with them. Becuz they always make me laughed like some mad person. LOL. Shall intro them bit by bit oki?

I've .. :
Mr follow-the-law monitor/ Mr blossom (whichever you prefer)
Miss funky monitress
Miss sleepy cat
Miss pretty IKEA outgoing gurl
Mr butterfly (buttercups)
Mr shy Shin Goon alike?
Mr moony chatty
Mr malay-sounds-alike
Miss mixed blood cartoon
Miss lala
Mr ang moh-sounds-alike
Miss bobdog & tweety bird
Miss Marie biscuit who loves me
Mr *J Bravo who like to play with my wheelchair
My T who claims to be strong
Mr horrible mimi yan
Miss latin fever
Miss GG5 gurl
Miss shortcut

Blah~

*edited on friday 04.05.07

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 02, 2007