WL eh. Super tired and sleepy lorx. haha. Today my lesson end at 4+, which was a pure torture. LOL. Thank God our class managed to occupied the computer lab for the last period. heehee. Had a good laughing time with Shu yi again. Of course, Lai ting and some others are around, laughing too.. but it so happens that Shu yi and i were the ones to laugh together, standing besides each other. LOL. Pei ni is a real joker man. Looks can be deceiving. heh. Sian~ Tests again. [urgh] Later must take some time to study man. Stress stress.. and project work is piling up. Oh boy. Just started with 2, and another one is coming up sometime next week. -sigh- So.. OLD MAN, you can stop worrying that i wont be studying. haha. Becuz i've got loads of work to do. [-_-"] Still, mp3 is an eXtreme good way of keeping me awake during lesson. LOL. Oh yah, i still want my ice milo de. =DLast night i had a "serious" talk with someone. Hmmm it seems that there is some misunderstanding between us.. so i decided to talk it out. Becuz im feeling so yuan wang after reading that person's blog. heh. And now, everything is back to normal - i hope. =D Yeah, many pple tends to forget one thing abt blogs. Besides being a online diary, its also our own ranting ground. I dont need you or whoever to comment how i should live my life. You arent God, anyway. So dont you or whoever tries to assume things with your own fabulous imagination. GETALIFE man. Just like when i mention someone here without putting down any names, that's becuz i dont wanna embarrass anyone. Yeah, whether you believe it anot. So to that person (if you so happen to come across this entry), im NOT refering to you oki? =) Besides chatting with that person, i had a super long chat with Kiat too.! heehee. Long long time never chat le. Kinda miss crapping around. haha. [hidden meaning in it. heehee] Oh, tml is his bir-th-day. Pity that i cant make it to his celebration on friday night. [urgh] Nevermind. Oki, i think i need some TLC man. Anyone?counting down 2 hrs to Kiat's bir-th-day.
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 31, 2006
So tired.. Missed my slp man. LOL. I think my health is going from good to bad since my trip back to HK. haha. For once after a mth plus, im feeling giddy, again. Oh boy. Maybe the weather today is too hot le ba? Then abit not used to it.. yeah. Thanks to Lai Ting, who offered to accompany me out for a break outside de lab. I think she means it sincerely when she accompanied me out. Not because teacher asked her to? haha. Nvm. =) Yeah, if she didnt aked her friend what's that guy's name.. i think im still cracking my brains hard to find out. heh. 10q lorx. =PI guess my last entry kinda worked? I said something like " shut up if you dont know anything?" Cant rmb clearly. LOL. Becuz my mummy has since stop asking me abt it le. haha. Mummy, u're so evil. =P Hey, its already hard for us to meet up le lehx, and you are only concerned abt this? haha. Mummy, you better treat me better and make up for it man. If not, i will stomp up to your hse, and make you cook for me. heehee. In this case, my mummy whom im refering to is a HE. haha. So pple, dont ever anyhow assume that im refering to you or whoever. heh. Not typing down any names doesnt mean that it might be you. =Dtoo tired to blog any further. heh.
I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Monday blues~ This morning on my way to school, there's this weird shu shu who approached me for a talk. Him: Which campus are you from?ME: HUH? Bishan lorx..Him: No wonder i never see you b4.. Im a lecturer at Yishun.Me: Oh..Him: ... ... [carry on talking for the next 20 mins]Me: [-_-"]Oh my.. What a morning lorx. I thought i could get some slp while travelling on the train. In the end lehx? [urgh] Horrible man. Then when i was about to stand up and alight, this LADY, keep moving forward into my face. She wants to take my seat lahx. Hello, cant you wait? I've yet to stand up oki? Dumb~ Pple, dont so kiasu can? Very tao ren yan lehx. You wont die if you sit 1 minute later. [blah] I shall blog on this issue some time later man. I've got loads to say!! [urgh]But something good happened later during lesson.. **ahem, drum rolls pls..** I SCORED FULL MARKS FOR MY OFO TEST! =D haha. Damn shocked can? Becuz i dint studied very hard for it man. heehee. I dont mean that test dont need to study lahx, but must study clever enough? Nevermind. So that guy who looks like Kiat is call L***? heh. Thanks to Lai Ting who asked her friends. [-_-] I guess i needa clarify something, i dont like him or Kiat lahx. Both of them just look alike lahx. Get that into your head? If not, shut up. Btw, Dayna says Kiat is much more shuai than him. LOL.
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, May 29, 2006
This morning Anshao time played this interesting documentary on Noah's Ark. In it, a group of pple coming together to prove that there was a world wide flood during Noah's time. Quite an eye opener for those who watched it for the first time. (I watched that documentary b4 le.) =D Invited Jackster along. Yeah, simply because he's kinda interested in it. LOL. I pray that the Holy Spirit was working in him when he watched it. Pity that he had to leave earlier. Nvm. Though he might look a lil beng, but he's so cute lorx. haha. We went cold storage to grab some breakfast for him. Then he saw 2 oranges rolling on the floor (i think one lady accidentally dropped it), he actually bother to bend down and pick it up! heh. I will do so too lahx, but i really dint saw them rolling on the floor, can? haha. Rare kind of guy. Maybe he and Tim are the real SNAGs? haha. Tim says he is lorx. [blah]Having to watched the same thing again, the feelings were not the same like b4. I think God's work is so amazing, so prefect. And all the more, it reminds me that we'r living in the Noah's time. According to ZhongMing laoshi, there was a period of 2006 year from Adam to Noah. Doesnt it rings something into your head? heh.And 2 received Christ today! Whee~ =D *************BTW,Pple, im so in the mood to explode. Im not going to hold my anger anymore, towards anyone. Because if i do, i think im going real mad soon. When i dint say something mean to you or whoever, doesnt i feel nothing and feelingless. Just dont try taking any step closer, i wont hesitate to scream into your face. Yeah, whoever it is. -- Man, i so not myself today. I think i can gobble some horrible idiots up. [urgh] Where are you when i need you most??!! You seems so near me, yet so unreachable. Simply unreachable. Did i stray away from your expectations? Am i not walking with you? I really hate all these shit. I so wanna shake them off. Wont you just take them away from me? Wont you?
I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, May 28, 2006
Tired of laughing over the past 2 days, though something (one) pissed me off. [urgh]Ysd, during lunch break, we went to student hub to get some air-con. It was fully packed with pple, that we had to go into the movie room and grab a seat. haha. So happen that they are playing Shark tale! lolx. Only managed to catch bits and pieces from it. Because some pple kept moving about in the room. And i catched him there, watching the movie! LOL. Correct timing? Correct place but with the wrong grp of pple. haha. Lai Ting were trying real hard to tease me. [-_-"] Evil her. lolx. I was so embarrass that i had to leave the room, and sit outside the foyer, alone. Oh boy. But i doubt that guy heard anything. Too noisy le lahx. =P But what goes round always come back to you huh? Lai Ting "accidentally" threw a orange skittle into this grp of guys sitting at the foyer. It took them some time b4 they bothered to turn their heads over to look at us, who was laughing away like mad. Lai Ting shy lehx.. LOL. And we saw them again, after school at J8 food court. COOLness. =DThen at night, my didi's school got dinner to attend. Dint really dressed up lahx. Because my didi say dont need to bother, just go for dinner can liaox. So like that lorx. The moment i saw him, my specs nearly fall off. He looked so shuai! Oh my tian. Machiam HK de Gu Wak Zai. LOL. Damn shuai can? haha. But i dint take any pictures with him. He camera shy lahx. heh. But i, myself, took shitloads of pictures with my mama's phone. haha. I shared most of my laughing time with Shu Yi today. We wasted abt 28mins waiting for mrt in total. Oh my tian. Both of us was laughing over so many things from school to AMK then Sembawang then home. Seriously mad-ed. We can just laughed over a small small thing. haha. My laughing buddy. =PBut alot of times, i guess i wasnt myself anymore. I think i really lost the real me to this fallen world. In the past, whenever im feeling angry, i always (almost) managed to thank God for it. Because i actually have emotions! Shldn't i thank God for that when many are emotionless. =) Now.. i think i will just trash out with that person almost immediately. (Guess some of you might want to thank God that i dint say anything mean to you, eh? Because i did have the urge to do so, no matter who you're. I just dont give a damn.) Where has my limited patience gone to man? -sigh- Im feeling so angry now. Wth. Angry with myself for whatever reasons you can think of. [argh]
Pls do - if you think you're one. =)btw, Yong Jie, IF you managed to finish this entry, GOOD for you. haha. -in search of PeiSze in process-
I cheered with joy @ | Friday, May 26, 2006
"either you're IN or OUT" (as quoted from Wei Ling's MSN) Yeah, i know IM OUT. Then fu*king get out of my sight.
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Pei Ni made me cried today after EFC lesson. I asked her if she only brought blue colour for her blouses. Then she told me "no, still got another black one at home". I then laughed like mad, with my tears of joy rolling down my cheeks. haha. Where on earth can she get a BLACK blouse when the choice of colours is only white, pale yellow, blue, maroon and grey? LOL. I laughed so hard until i needa squat down for a moment. haha. So dui lian lorx. Some passer-bys thought im mad lorx. Oh boy. You ought to see her expressions and the way she replied my qns. Nan de yi jian oki? haha.Anway, i doubt i can get into any CCAs i like. Wanted to get into swimming de, but my teacher say " You got heart problem then still can swim arx? (with her eyes rolling big)". Hell. Heart problem means cannot swim? Maybe not too fast lahx.. Discriminate me lehx. Sad-ed. Hope i can get into THAT BL club. haha. Then can make friend with that guy. LOL. jk de lahx. But could everything be so qiao that he is also from 5N2 when he was in his sec. school? Hmmm... Maybe he's really Kiat. haha. **********According to my beloved noisy sister, she said last night i sleep walk lehx! LOL. Interesting eh? =P Dint know i got such talent. haha.**********I so wanna move out of Jurong. Everywhere i go, there will always be at least 1 bicycle in front or beside me. What the fish.. And my worse nightmare came true.. Today while waiting to cross the road, 2 bicylcles is coming towards me, another 2 more behind me. !@#$%^&* And no matter how hard i tried to avoid them, they just try to get near me. Wth. Hello, the road is so damn de big, yet you these uncles are trying to squeeze onto one side of the road, esp where im walking. Just tell me what's wrong with you man. Im already being VERY brave to go near you and your bicycle, then you just keep trying to ride that bicycle beside me. I dont know who you oki. Dont do it like i know you or your mama. damn. Im so pissed with it. And dont you ask me why. Because i simply dont like it, can?Tell me im not mad pls.
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Oh yah! IF anyone of you happen to know anyone who sells insurance for a living, pls contact me via MSN or email! I need some information for my project. heehee. Thanks arx. angelz_87@hotmail.comOh, big thanks to those to offered their help last night. =D
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, May 22, 2006
ah-ha.. at last.. time for myself to blog. heh. Ysd after service, helped Liping with her powerpoint presentation for Bili's wedding. I must say, its damn cute. haha. I would love to have a similar one on my wedding or bir-th-day. Get THAT hint? haha. Then went to Suntec to meet my frens Zi Cheng and Old man for lunch. In the end.. only Zi Cheng got himself something to eat, while Old man n i got a drink only. dUh. I already decided on what to have, but the q is too long le. Lazy to wait, so skip my lunch lorx. I still can tarhan. LOL. Then that Old man gave some [si-du-pi] excuse saying "You dont eat i dont eat." OMG. I jump u jump? haha.** OLD MAN, U'RE NO XIAN LIKE ME, OKI? OLD PPLE BETTER DONT STARVE HORX. WILL FAINT DE. =D **Worse, both wanted to take cab home. Because book out time for them is VERY precious to them. Zi Cheng says tk train too slow liaox, waste time.. [-_-"] Good one. In the end lehx? Hai bu shi yao gen wo que IMM? haha. Waste money.. Next time you guys tk cab again horx, must ask me along then fair oki? =PAnd what's wrong with everyone ysd? How come i see sho many pple wearing orange? From my church to Suntec then IMM then home, i saw loads n loads of pple wearing orange. Oh my tian. Is orange in trend? LOL. **************Skool today is tiring. Quite a number of tests is coming up this week. Oh no.. Just got back my BPF paper today.. 13/15. Not bad lahx horx? Hey, i never learn anything on accounts-like maths, can? Nvm. Btw, i saw that guy again! LOL. Just qiao he lahx. How big can my skool be? damn. But horx, he look a lil different when i saw him today. Not very alike with Kiat le. Maybe 80% alike only ba? heh. Im seriously mad-ed, right Julia? =P
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, May 22, 2006
100 questions!01.Your name -- PeiSze02. Hobbies -- day dreaming, shopping, slacking..03. Gender -- 100% gurly female. dUh.04. School -- lalala05. Height -- 170 =D06. Horoscope -- virgo08. Address -- im a Jurong gurl. 09. Email -- angelz_87@hotmail.com10. Hair colour -- black 11. Eye colour -- brown?12. Skin colour -- tan?13. Right or left handed - right14. status -- SINGLE15. Siblings -- 316. Last 3 digit of your hp no. -- 105 (temp number)17.When's your Birthday -- 18 sep. Presents?=================================[[ haVe u,,, ]]21. Tried smoking -- yes22. Drink alcohol -- yes23. Been hurt emotionally -- yes24. Kept a secret from anyone -- yes25. Been on stage -- yes=================================[[ faVorites ]]26. Color - hmmm tat's a tough one..27. Food -- fresh salmon sashimi! 29. Number -- 7,9, 18,2130. Cartoons -- winnie de pooh32. Song -- loads of it33. Movie -- many to list..34. Subject -- history/ social studies, MT ((haha))===============================[[ rYt now,,, ]]36. Wearing -- jeans n blouse37. Hairstyle -- fabulous ((becuz i got gd hair day. =D))38. Looking at -- the com39. Thinking of -- answering de next dumb qns.40. Listening to -- some wu liao taiwan news=====================[[ dO u beLieVe in,,, ]]41. Love -- i guess sho..42. Faith -- yesh43. Yourself -- hmmm.. half half44. Ghosts -- yesh. Hey they r all Satan's "frens"45. Angels -- yesh=================================[[ in the Last 24 hOurs,,, ]]46. Worn jeans -- dUh. yesh lahx47. Cleaned your room -- no48. cried -- almost..49. met someone new - yes50. Last person I talk to on the phone -- my mama=================================[[ LoVe Lyf ]]51. Do you believe in love -- tink sho52. Have a secret admirer -- no53. Do you wanna get married -- yesh of cuz.55. How old you wanna be when you get married- when sumeone asks for my hand.56. How old you wanna be when you have your kids- till then.. 57. How many kids do you want -- 5 can?58. Would you have kids before marriage -- NO! NEVER!59. Do you have a Crush -- nopex60. What do you want most in arelationship -- care, concern, love, trust and understanding61. Pink or Black -- both62. Kiss or hug -- a tight hug pls. 64. Sunny or rainy -- sunny65. Chocolate or vanilla -- chocolate66. Hanging out or chillin -- hangin out67. Music or TV -- music68. Hamburger or Pizza -- none can?69. Smile or Laughing -- laughing70. Sleeping or eating -- sleeping71. Mc Donald's or KFC -- NONE.72. Silver or gold -- hmmm..both pls.73. Sunset or sunrise -- both74. On phone or in person -- in person75. Diamonds or Pearls -- diamonds76. Adidas or puma -- adidas77. Band members or models -- band members78. Local or international Artist -- international artist79. sneakers or boots -- boots80. barcari or tiger beer -- none81. Dunhill or Salem-- pls, i quitted le.82. clubbing or live music -- live music83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt -- brad pitt, - if only Johhny depp ish handsome enough.. LOL84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson -- Jennifer Aniston pls85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy -- romantic comedy86. sexy/naughty or kind/plain -- naughty, kind?87. BMW or Mercedes -- bmw lorx88. incubus or maroon 5 -- none90. long haired or bald -- long hair91. pop or rock - pop92. beach or mountain - beach95. nokia or ericsson - nokia96. 311 or hoobastank - none97. Asia or America - asia98. tattoo or piercing - piercing100.asking/answering -- no plsLet's see if you can spot any mistakes. haha.
I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, May 21, 2006
*Mad cow says:
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mine's waiting for yours at the finishing line...IF only you know what's on my mind -- says:
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super er xin lehx*Mad cow says:
yar la*Mad cow says:
he stil gt ask b4 er xin tink*Mad cow says:
can pinch yr cheeks?*Mad cow says:
can hold yr hand?*Mad cow says:
siao plsIF only you know what's on my mind -- says:
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go awy manIF only you know what's on my mind -- says:
u tell himIF only you know what's on my mind -- says:
only my darling can pinch my cheeks*Mad cow says:
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n they need to pay de*Mad cow says:
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love is complicated*Mad cow says:
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hmm*Mad cow says:
den gt ppl jio u?IF only you know what's on my mind -- says:nopex nopexIF only you know what's on my mind -- says:
Sad horx?*Mad cow says:
siao*Mad cow says:
better lo*Mad cow says:
u wan ppl haress u meh?IF only you know what's on my mind -- says:
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I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, May 20, 2006
Extreme bored~ Oh boy. Why dint you ask me out? [boohoo] Wondering how did the street-E turn out to be. Must be a real enjoyment to be doing God's work. =) Pity that i dint turn up. heh. Nvm. Feeling sho sian-ed. [urgh] I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, May 20, 2006
Yi hang, Although we might not get to meet up once a year..Although we hardly give each other a call or sms..Although we hardly have the time to catch up with each other..And even though i dont know how does ur new haircut looks like..BUT..I STILL REMEMBER YOUR 19TH BIR-TH-DAY! haha.Touched ba? heehee. Mummy remembers de worx. =P May God bless ur day richly man. Enjoy ur big day ahead! heh.Now, everyone says HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! =D
I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, May 20, 2006
Hmmm.. just changed my blogskin. Then i realise that no tag board in this skin. [urgh] Nevermind. I also dunno how to insert on tag board here. So.. Nevermind horx? Anyway, i doubt people will want to read my blog or to tag me, so having a tag board is useless. =)
I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, May 20, 2006
Had a fun time shopping with Shu yi. Ning qian and Lai ting dint make it to shop with us. One of them needs to accompany her darling, the other one.. probably needs to rest. heehee. Dint brought much stuffs though we walk from HMV to Far East plaza. dUh. Instead we had a eXtremely good lunch to make up for that. haha. ( It always the people you're eating with + de environment that makes the food good. 50% of the credit goes to the food ba? =D )Went to Maestro Bistro at Cineleisure for lunch. Just chit-chatting and eating. =P Been there b4 with my fren Wei seng, so kinda of "familiar" with the menu. haha. And we took neo-prints together! LOL. Damn funny lorx. Both of us look as though we just woke up..super blur expressions. =D And after so long, i put on make-up lehx. Just because Shu yi says she will be doing some light touch up on her flawless face.. [blah] Anyway, i think i look NICE with make up lorx. heehee.*************
btw, my definition of NEAR or CLOSE to a bicycle, means 0.5metres away from it. And i dont tremble and cry immediately when i see one in front of me. Thats' only under special circumstance. Unless im too into day-dreaming and didnt notice a bicycle at all.., then not much of fear anyway.
Conclusion : i dont think im going for the Street-E tml.
Me, myself and i.
Nevermind abt the background.. I look pretty in the picture and that's all.
I cheered with joy @ | Friday, May 19, 2006
Today is so happening. heh. Guess who i saw this morning while taking train.. NOEL TAN! haha. btw, i nearly spit (did i spell wrongly? nvm) water at him lorx. I was drinking from my water bottle b4 he sat beside me lahx. haha. To think that he dint notice me! HuMph~ Oh, he use to be my sub maths teacher. He's a nice teacher lahx. lolx. Exchange our latest updates with each other. =) Cool.. Had a good time laughing with Shu yi today. LOL. Its an inside joke..so no point telling you here. =P Btw, I saw that guy again! Aiyah, i know the school isnt eXtreme BIG.. but its sho qiao lorx. Because we are having our break, then i offer to look after the bags..then so happen to saw him eating with his friend. haha. He just look like Kiat lorx. haha. No worries, im handling myslf very well.. at least i dint have the urge to SCREAM. LOL. And i saw him twice today! Whee~ Oki, im mad.. Anyway, tml is HOLIDAY for me! haha. That's to bu chang for the polling day thingy. heh. Already plan my programmes for tml le. Going shopping with Shu yi, Ning qian and probably Lai ting - if she can wake up on time. heehee. -sigh- im feeling SO sian-ed by everything. I dont know what emotions to have now. To cry or to smile. I cant bring myself to pretend that nothing happened. Teach me how to fake, if you know how to. Because according to some of my close friends, im a bad liar. -sigh-Shall upload afew photos for the trip to Sentosa last friday. =) At least, to entertain you eh? Sentosa outing 12.06.05
While waiting for the bus, we had a grp photo - though not everyone is in the picture, yet.
The sunny weather God has blessed us with. =)
Sun taning lahx.. haha
One-leg-kicking (opps, pls dont k me for putting this.)
Our property! =D "Money or life?"
4 energetic ones on NEL..
Another 5 energetic ones. =D
Last but not least, a big ass photo of MINE.
I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, May 18, 2006
I think.. i just lost myself, to a grp of not-so-close people. Oh boy. Just what do you expect man? No one is perfect huh? Im not tailor-made gurl who fits just nice into your likings. Im just a gurl with my own thinkings and dared voice them out. Dont i? Oki lahx, i might be kinda rude or whatever you say. Nvm. My Daddy knows me inside out. He knows what's on my mind lahx.
I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, May 18, 2006
btw, im begining to fall for tis agian, after sho many yrs..! =D.
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Cant see clearly? Wad abt tis? heh.
LOL. Since young, my mama told me tat tis ish call "To chi bang" - in cantonese pls. haha. Direct translation frm cantonese to chinese ish belly button biscuit. haha. COOL eh? =P I rather have tis for lunch man. haha.
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Oh my tian! Today i saw tis particular guy in my skool. He look 90% alike with Kiat-ny! LOL. Kiat ish my fren de last name lahx. =P Oki back to tat guy.. I tot it was he was Kiat lorx. And i ALMOST scream n jump man. I guess i was too excited huh? [roll eyes with tat dumb bimbo smile] Thank God i didnt. Becuz i suddenly rmb tat Kiat ish in NYP. [blah ; sian-ed~] But both of them look very alike lahx. Even Dayna says sho. *Dayna n i were frm de same skool, different lvl* Sho shuai?! haha. Someday i shall go check him out, see if his eng name starts with J too. LOL. Im not desperate lahx..neither m i a bimbo (m i?) lorx. Just wanna see if tings r really sho qiao mahx. Maybe de both of them ish borthers, seperated at birth? haha. Xiang tai duo le. heehee~Since im on the topic of "shuai ge's".. lemme share with u abt MY malay classmate. No worries, its a SHE. heh. Both Shu yi n i agree tat she very shuai qi lehx. She's a gurl, but she got characters of manly guy. haha. But i dont tink she les lahx.. she look perfectly straight to me. No tomboy or whatsoever guyish speaking tone. Btw, she told us tat she's not shuai but cute. haha. M i making sense, anw? heh. More like a inside joke, huh Shu yi? =PThen skool today ish much like ysd. Just tat i end skool at 4+. [urgh] Poor Jackster (ish his name spelled like tat? nvm), he end skool at 5+ lorx. Oh my.. Poor him. And-ed.. i got my NEW timetable! haha. Sho damn de happy lorx. At least frm nx wk onwards, i can report for lesson at 10 instead of 8 - only on thursday lahx. To b able to slp 1 extra hr ish alot to me horx. Esp when im not getting my usual slp time. [urgh] If u happen to b reading my blog, pls just rmb to keep me in ur prayers, for me to get sufficient slp for de nite. I hate staring into my stars in de middle of the nite, when everyone ish soundly slping. =D Xie xie arx.
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Guess wad? I went to watch Poseidon with my bitch(Gary)! haha. The show quite oki lorx.. rather thrilling. Alot of scenes i go like "Oh my tian! Oh my tian!" haha. But abit wu liaox too. Like no plot no storyline, just afew of them trying to find way out to save themselves. [blah] And i missed de 1st 10mins of the show! Thanks to my bitch.. who was late for de movie. [urgh] But my bitch say de 1st few mins very boring de. Sho nvm lorx. heh.
Know wad? Both of us last met was ard last yr or sumting? Cant rmb.. He say i put on weight man. [boo] I sho wanna cry lehx. Told u pple liaox, im fat n i needa lose weight. Yet u guys kept saying tat im not.. HuMpH~
Frm now on..
i will NOT look into the mirror till i lose weight.
I will NOT eat after 7pm. Maybe 6pm will be better.
I shall buy an air-ticket to africa and let some wild lions to chase after me to lose weight.
I will NOT eat any chocolates as snacks.
heh. Watch out man. =P I will shed some kilos de. HuMpH~
Anw, sumone ish interested in my mad cow! Wheet~ Aiyahx, tat guy can forget abt going after my cow man. SHE'S MINE! LOL. She's my bestie les partner horx. Dont u drm of laying a finger on her. She's bites, btw. haha.
hmmm, where's my fruits n nuts chocolate? heehee
I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Take it or Leave it.Daddy,I dunno if i shld go for the Street-E tis coming saturday. I wanna go badly..becuz it will be a very gd opportunity to share Your words. Even if pple reject Your words, at least we did try our best. Hey, we are coming out tgt as a grp to shine for You, Dad! But.. on the other hand, im scared. ECP ish known to be a gd cycling park. Sho.. bicycles ish sumting tat i cannot avoid. I mean i will get to see loads of it and even walking near one, correct? But Daddy, You know tat im scare of bicycles after tat incident. I would cry and tremble when i get near a bicycle. What if a crowd of bikers suddenly come rushing my way? Am i to squat down or run awy?Daddy, i dunno how to go abt handling it. Go or not to go? I dun wanna tk it along tis fear with me. I wanna leave it with You. Becuz i know my Daddy will tk gd care of it. Right now, i cant decide for myself. I feel sho lost.. Daddy, will You come n hold my hand n lead me out of tis horrible place?Can You pls decide for me?Love,PeiSze
I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, May 16, 2006
-sigh-Feeling sho down.. but i just cant explain that kind of feeling in me. Very confused. Isnt it that nothing on earth ish everlasting but only God's words? but y izzit that things that pple go after arent God's word? -sigh- my thoughts are too messy to be typed out..If only you know what's on my mind..
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, May 15, 2006
Messy thoughtsPardon me if I dont make sense in this entry. Becuz I’ve got sho many to say..
God has never fail to touched my heart, when my faith starts to shake and stood rooted to the ground, not willing to move on. It was that song I sang during worship today, that hit me sho much.. that makes my eyes watery. That particular song brought back a lot of happy and unhappy moments I spent with my family and frenz. And I really thank God that He seen me through ALL those tough times I been through. No one knows how I really felt at that moment but Him. Without God in my life, walking with me, I guess im totally nth..Proverbs 3:5-6 : Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. And-ed Philippians 4:13 : I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Yay? Doesnt it speaks to ur heart? Not sure if it means something to u.. but it meant a lot of to me. =)
Know something? I LOVE my didi a lot, a lot. Of all a sudden, I miss him loads. He might be a lil naughty, but he’s lovely in my eyes. Though sometimes we dint managed to share a lot, but I still care for him loads. If u happen not to know, I used to keep his picture in my wallet. Then when pple ask who ish my boyfren, I will simply tk out my didi’s picture and show them. Haha. It still works lahx.. but not all. LOL. Then later my didi knows that im making use of his picture, he got sho angry and threaten take back his photo. Heh. He say very diu lian (throw face in chinese) haha. But at times, I just couldnt figure out what’s on his mind. -sigh- He may be a sensible boy, but sometimes he just get himself into all sorts of trouble without him knowing, Somehow I think I ought to be responsible (directly or indirectly) for not being able to set him a good example. -sigh-
btw, OLD MAN, I suppose that deal ish off huh? Heh. Nvm. I can always have that drink alone. =)
Sho many thoughts left unspoken.. Certain things ish still the best to leave them with God. Overall, He still knows me better. =)
I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, May 14, 2006
Hmmm finally time to type things down.. Damn tired man. Today i end school like 4+pm? Reached home almost 6.15pm lorx. OH no.. And i take about 1hr+ to get home?!? Sian-ed~ Been having really bad temper for the past 2 days. PMS lahx. Its a gurl's MOST stressful period of the month. LOL. But, then.. no way am i going to apologize to anyone for that last entry man. Hey, im not in the wrong oki? And i meant every word i typed. YES I DO. Everyone got his/her own bad temper. I dont believe there ish anyone with NO temper. Its either he/she doesnt show it out or he/she ish simply trying to hide it. Or u r just simply too blind or insensitive to detect it. I admit i got bad temper lorx. At least i dont choose to hide them. Unlike some other hypocrites oki? I can still be that nice, cheerful gurl whom u know, when there arent any dumb pple to irritate me. Btw, im NOT mad. I dont go round scolding pple when im in a foul mood, unless its u who irritates me. [blah] And for ur info, i usually cry when im in a bad mood. =)-sigh- too moodless to continue any further.counting the number of brain cells dead..
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, May 10, 2006
IM DAMN ANGRY WITH SOME STUPID PPLE. WTH. Y MUST U KEEP CALLING MY MAMA'S HP AND ASK HER OUT? HELLO, SHE'S MY MUM, NOT UR'S. YEARN FOR MOTHERLY LOVE THEN GO FIND UR MOTHER N LEAVE MINE ALONE. STUPID BITCH. DONT U HAVE OTHER FRENZ? U GOT THAT PATHETIC? U DONT NEED TO WORK DOESNT MEAN THAT EVERYONE DONT NEED TO WORK. NOT EVERYONE HAS A MAID AT HOME TO COOK DINNER EVERYDAY. YESH, I KNOW I CAN COOK FOR MY FAMILY, BUT U KEEP ASKING MY MAMA OUT, THEN WHO ISH THERE TO EAT THE FOOD I COOKED? U GOT NO FAMILY LIFE DOESNT MEAN WE DONT HAVE. N U KEEP FORCING HER TO TAKE IN UR 2ND HAND SMOKE.. U WANNA DIE EARLY, THAT'S UR PROBLEM. DONT DRAG MY MAMA ALONG. I JOLLY WELL KNOW MY MAMA CAN SAY NO STRAIGHT INTO UR FACE N EMBARRASS U, BUT SHE DINT. YET, U JUST KEEP CALLING N CALLING, DISTURBING OUR PEACE. GO SHOPPING TOGETHER ALSO NEED UR APPROVAL ARX? M I ASKING U TO PAY FOR MY STUFFS? GO WHERE ALSO MUST TELL U ARX? WHO THE FU*KING HELL U THINK U R? JUST A FAT BITCH, OKI? U SPOILED MY SHOPPING MOOD FOR THE DAY. ITS WORSE THAN TO SHOP OR EAT ALONE, WHEN ALMOST ALL MY CHURCHMATES LEFT ME ALONE IN CHURCH WHILE IM KEEPING THE LAPTOP.TODAY ISH JUST SHO NOT MY DAY. IM PISSED WITH SUCH 2PID PPLE ARD ME. DAMNITN I PRAY HARD THAT U WILL READ MY BLOG, BECUZ IM TALKING ABT U HERE LOUDLY, BITCH.
I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, May 07, 2006
PART 2It was her 17th bir-th-day that Sat, though her school ish conducting an exam that morning. Being her, she got extremely excited for the day. Sho she woke up kinda of early for school, taking her own sweet time for everything, since her paper starts at 8am. Before she left her house, she whispered a prayer of thanksgiving to those who send her a bir-th-day msg. Her frenz r sho sweet and thoughtful. =D She then switch off her hp and went for school. It was ard 6.50am then. I think she's kinda of mad. Hello, she only needs to reach school at 7.30 - 7.40am lorx. Arent she mad-ed? haha. If only she wait a lil longer... things might not b de same anymore.
That yr, Spore was down with bird flu virus. Eggs were only on sale at a high price. Thus she never dreamt or ask her parents to get her a bir-th-day cake.
She met up with her 2 gurlfrenz and walk to school together. And she received her 1st bir-th-day present for the day! X) Then as they grp of gurls walked up to class, many pple came up to her to give her a hug or handshake. She was richly blessed by them and God that morning.
Then exam ish about to start soon.. everyone was sitted down, getting ready for everything. The teacher was about to distribute the paper out.. but someone was missing. She thought he was sick. Being concerned, she shouted across the room and asked his fren about him. At that moment, he was standing at the door, panting. Some inconsiderate pple jeered softly at him and started to ask him why ish he sho late.
He just smiled and went to his seat, which was beside her.
Guy: Today what time u left ur house?
Gurl: Huh? Quite early lehx.. Around 6.50am lorx. Why lehx?
Guy (with a dumb expression): Oh. Nvm.
Gurl: Why lehx? Kpo sho much..
Guy: Nvm.. nvm.. go home u will know.
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Exam finally over. Everyone left for home. Being her, took her own sweet time to get her ass out of school then home. Just as she took out her keys, her lil brother opened the door for her. He was screaming "Hey, someone send u a bomb this morning lehx. Dunno which idiot early morning put that cake outside our hse. I thought ish bomb lehx. I was sho scared, u know? Sho i open it up n see lorx." She was like HUH? Who sho nice to buy her a cake. Being her kpo brother, he said he already knows how the cake looks like liaox. "Got ur name de lehx! Plus fruits! .... ...." She wish she could shove a smelly sock into his mouth to shut him up.
She took out the cake from the fridge and carefully lift up the cover.. On top of that layer of jelly, it says " Happy bir-th-day to PeiSze". It was her favourite fruit cake with all the fruits she like. Sweet~ But who send her a bir-th-day cake to her doorstep early in the morning? Sho bo liaox mehx? Then mama called home and told her that someone place the cake on the doorstep. It was her papa, who "discovered" the cake and ask my lil brother to bring it in.
Qns marks just kept running through her mind. Meanwhile, she switch on her hp for ans.
Ah-ha, 1 msg received.
"U want ur present izzit? U now come out of ur hse. I put it outside ur hse liaox."
Sender: Him
Time: 7.05am
Shocked n lost for words. She was eXtreme touched by his actions. Isnt he thoughtful? She quickly replied his msg. She knew that a word of thanks ish not enough. But nothing she could do eh?
No wonder he asked her what time she left home...
No wonder he was almost late for school today...
He actually rmb what she told him. Everything.. She never thought that someone would take her words sho seriously and rmb all. Sho how can she not be touched by his actions?
That was his last time to do such a thing for her.
She knew that noone will ever do such a thing for her, anymore. He will be the 1st and probably the last one.
IF only she left home a lil bit later.. things will never be the same.
IF only...
Now, im done with my PART 2. =) Hope u will rmb both part 1 n 2s. Becuz it might happen to u too. I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, May 06, 2006
School today ish sho tired. If Mama dint wake up to pao that cup of milo for me.. 1) I will surely b late for school ,2) I will make a big mess out of it, then mama has to clean up for mehaha. Had my 1st computing lesson today. kinda of hard and different from wad i thought. Though the assignment seems easy to do, but to type with the accurate way of typing, ish hard! Meaning ur left index finger ish suppose to rest on F n ur right on J. Then the rest will follows.. Y am i explaining sho much, anyway? Dumb.Oki.. i made lots of mistakes man! Re-check sho many times lorx. SIANZ! Maybe u wanna try doing wad i did in class? heh.Assignment 1fff fff jjj jjj fff jjj fjf jfj fjf jfjffff fff jjj jjj fff jjj fjf jfj fjf jfjffff fff jjj jjj fff jjj fjf jfj fjf jfjffff fff jjj jjj fff jjj fjf jfj fjf jfjf[type this whole para 5 times)Assignment 2ddd ddd kkk kkk ddd kkk kdk dkd kdk dkdkfdf fdf jkj jkj fdj fdk kjf fdk kjfjkjk kjk dkj dkj jdk jdk kdf djk kdf djkf[type this whole para 5 times]Had Oyster mee sua with Shanon. Shuang! heehee. Shall try sumting else the next time round. I bet J8 still got loads of good food, which i've yet to try. haha. But that will b when i've de mood for eating oki? haha.
I cheered with joy @ | Friday, May 05, 2006
Shuai Ge!
I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, May 04, 2006
Whee~ finally received my timetable le. heh. But then horx.. i have to report everyday at 8am to skool lehx! Oh my tian.. At least Shanon (Yeppie! MY new found fren. =D) can report at 9am for tuesday. Nvm.. Sho OLD MAN, stop asking y im waking up sho early daily. lolx. Besides stoning, im also studying. haha. Went photowhoring with Shuyi (MY classmate) today during break. Both were photo crazy! LOL. Fun lahx horx. heehee.. Im addicted to taking pictures. Been introducing ourselves over and over again for the teachers. Abit dumb. heh. Btw, my frenz say my ang moh ish kinda good lehx. Even my teacher say sho. haha. Kinda of happy?! heehee. ************Deleting 2 tags from de tag board. Xtremely pissed by some pple's msg. I dont like, sho i delete, can? I LIKE. =PI think i should cut down on my singlish. Starting from my lahz/lehx/lorx/horz..
I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, May 04, 2006
1st day of skool.. Damn BORING! Sho wanna cry man. haha. I guess it was becuz im damn nervous.. sho it makes everything bad. haha. I thank God that i dont have any bad habit abt biting my fingernails. If not.. my 10 fingernails might have chopped off by my teeth. Though things in skool today were kinda of boring.. but i really thank God for hearing my prayers. Hey, i made new frenz today! And-ed the thing ish, its them who approached me for a talk lehx. heh. That could probably be becuz im always the doing such a thing in the past.. =D Wad goes round will come back to u huh? ccoorreecctt?
Oh my new frenz horx.. all staying in the west area lehx. Kinda of near each other. haha.
Aiyahx, too tired to continue man. Im missing my beauty slp..
Shall upload some bigass photos of myself. =D
Can see that on my hair? haha. Died(dyed) my hair AGAIN last night.
Waste my time n money man.
Tada~
i've got in du ren the black hair colour.
lolx~
Lastly.. that's ME in my blue skool uni today. White one, later..
I know its damn blur lahx. I like, can?
I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Lemme tell u guys a story today. PeiSze ish too tired to type anything. Sho i shall the narrator for today! =D
**If i dont make any sense, try to bear with me oki? Im only a kid!**
p/s: It will be kinda long, but promise u will finish the whole thing oki? =)
PART 1Once, during CME lesson, Ms G. told her class to prepare a project on the govt cabinet in grp of 3s or 4s. Meaning they have to find out whose ish in the Cabinet, their roles, etc. Everyone in class thought that's kinda of boring. Becuz noone in class knows how to go abt doing it. They was given like a mth to finished this project. Ms G. was being kind to give such a long period for them to hand in the project. Then everyone got into their grps with their frenz. She (not Ms G.) and another 2 gurlfrenz form a grp. They distribute different roles among themselves.
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1 mth later, time to hand in the project. But she couldn't seems to finished on her part, despite searching online for the information. Worse, they gotta hand in the project by tml. The grp of gurls practically went mad. THEN, this guy in her class got THE information she wants. She was hopping with joy. The guy offered to photocopy another set of his work for her. But.. she needs time to digest the information and time to compile everything for the project.. Shit! No time liaox and she dunno how to get it from her fren. Then the schoolbell went off.. time to go home. And that guy, actually ran out of class almost immediately after the bell! Furious, was she.
Sho she went home alone, almost giving up on her part. She just lied on her sofa at home and watched tv. Ard 3+pm, her hp rang. It was that guy on the next line. MAD, was she.
Guy: "Eh, im right below ur hse lehx, can come down now to take ur paper mahx?"
She: "Er.. oki lorx.. u wait arx, i come down now.."
She was dumdfounded. Her mum was like " who sho wu liaox? ..." And she havent even bath after school. She's still in her uniform and shorts. She quickly combed her hair and went down. He was on his bike, sweating from head to toe. He then told her, that he rush home to bath and ride to her hse le. (He stayed at bt. Gombak and she stayed at Jurong) Then he handed her a piece of paper, rolled up neatly, from his pocket.
Guy: "Oie, ur place here very hard to find lehx.." She just nodded her head, ashamed. She couldn't believe it..
Then he asked if there ish any nearby coffeeshop. She offered to walked him there, to reduce her guilt. Both dint talk to each other. SHY? Then he parked his bicycle by the road curb and ordered 1 ICE-MILO, takeaway. She looked at his bike. Cool.. bright yellow with all the suspension thingy on it. She then attepmt to ride on it.
THEN, he shouted : Oie got car lahx! Be careful can?
At that moment, she hope she could bury her head into any hole. Awkward moments lasted for awhile, b4 he say he's going home. She bid goodbye to him and asked him to ride carefully home. He said oki and ride off. He was eXtremely fast and good with his skills. He kept turning his head back to look at her. She smiled at him then pretend not to see him when he turn his head again.
Of cuz, she managed to complete her project. Sufficient time to digest the information given and compiling everything together.
Thanks to that guy.
That was his 1st time to do such a thing for her.
But i doubt there wont be any chances in the future for him to do such a thing for her.
Oki.. im tired le. Shall contine with PART 2 sometime later. Hope u like my story. X)
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, May 01, 2006
Pls do - if you think you're one. =)
Lemme tell u guys a story today. PeiSze ish too tired to type anything. Sho i shall the narrator for today! =D
Oki.. im tired le. Shall contine with PART 2 sometime later. .jpg){kind=link}