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Friday, January 19, 2007

Finally can log into blogger le. YEPYEP~

Oki, not feeling very well lately.. Think im gg to fall real sick soon.. Faints. Thank goodness no major exams coming up yet. Will try to get plenty of rest man! =D

Hmmm things in class still feels a lil odd.. I hope things will go on smoothly as time goes by. Afterall, we're gg to graduate soon. Yadah yadah~ Anw, hugs to Lai ting! =D

My new kids laughed at me today.. BOO~ Just becuz im wearing specs instead of contact lenses to school. Faints.

& Old Man, pouting my lips is my daily routine oki. Stop telling me that. haha.

Just met up with my Bitch and Ah Meng Papa for dinner. 2 lamers.. & the si-du-pi bet hai wo lose 1 meal to them. Super sians lah! Been so long since i met up with my Bitch. heehee. He still look the same like b4 lah. At last, my hair is way longer than his! haha. & he got me pineapple tarts frm Malacca (izzit spelled this way? Whatever). Taste damn nice leh. =) S1 - S4 ~ LOL.


Gurl is now struggling with the fact that she miss boy.. BOO~ Will boy knows? Will gurl have the courage to run after her dreams, making true?

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Monday, January 15, 2007

Monday blues~

Met up with my "new kids" for early breakfast this morning. Suppose meet at 7.15am and to reach school b4 8am.. In the end, everyone reached Bishan at 7.30am. Only Jason was on time. [-_-]" It took them another 10mins b4 we settled down at the coffee shop & another 5mins to decide what to have for breakfast. Faints lah. 1st day of the week already late for lessons liao. & they were so happy to be late.
*flops ard, drop dead*
Oki, i feel old when im with them.. They always look and sound so energetic lah. On 2nd thoughts, i think i never told them my age leh. haha.

& y i always never get to see Old Man taking 180 de? Not fair (lor)! @!#$%

Went for facial & spa treatment after school. Damn shiok lah. The facial treatment is quite similar to the ones i had in HK. So nth much. It was the spa treatment that got me laughing to myself like mad. haha. No rose petals, no foamy foams blah x3. Saw something R(A)-ed.
-Contents not to be revealved lah-

Really thankful for God, for answering my prayers. It simply reminds me to stand firm in Him. & stop worrying for those unnecessary things. He has it all planned in His hands. =)

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Friday, January 12, 2007

Wasn't feeling well this morning. So mama says i can miss school for a day. Pop in some pills then zzz till now (3+). Log into hyper-dreamer's blog.. Yups, i saw and read those tags. Sorry, had to delete them from my tag board. Still.. I suppose i must say a words of thanks for those who tagged? I believe all might have tons to say.. Just talk straight in the face, yah? Hmmm.. in random reply to those tags.. I never thought myeslf to be pretty, I never thought myself to be clever if not i wont be where i am now, Im never a 2 sided face, probably 2 sided character? Not sure why and how pple get to think this way, probably becuz you judge what you see? I dont know...

Things that you might not know.. I never dislike anyone. Like i said, im very stingy with my brain cells. Im not willing to waste my brain cells getting angry. We always get a choice to either think positively or negatively. I simply dont see a point why i should think on the negative side and cause myself to be so miserable. & i dont see the need having to dislike anyone since noone is prefect huh? Perhaps getting angry, yah i do. But i never let my anger last for a day. Becuz it spoils my mood, and i tend to throw my temper at my family members. Not very good..

Yes, i admit that at times i behave like a very pampered gurl. But i never attempt to fake anything. I admit that. Becuz my sec school and church mates really gave in alot to me, thus my attitude. Saying that im good at "everything" is a real joke. Im totally not good with alot alot of things. Yups, love me for who i am. I am what i am. Then? Change? I bet there's a particular area that everyone needs (wants) to change and improve on it. Changing not for the sake for changing a better person. I doubt you will like anyone who would change according to your likings. Becuz that would make that person look and feel so plastic. & if such person really exists.. wont you find him/her hypocrite?

Scolding pple on my blog? I did? If you were refering to my last post where i said someone dumb.. it was not meant to scold anyone. It was just my thoughts. Moreover i dint even mention names. So must you think i was refering to someone you know? If i dint rmb wrongly, i think i only scolded my gan ma b4 in my blog. Other times, pure sarcasm? Maybe wanna read those entries with another point of view, at your own time? Anw, i really dont know how you interpret from my entries that i was scolding pple. Annoying? Then dont read. Dont make yourself annoyed and angry at the same time.

Whoever it is, i think you're being rather unfair to me. I dont believe all your life you never come across a similar person like what you said i am. Although i choose not to think that im totally at fault..

Im not gg to trust phone conference, unless you want to thrash things out with me personally over the the phone. Perhaps only a face-to-face talk will do us good?

If you happen not to know, the password to enter this blog is a very nice Christian song. All for love not for anyone reading hyper-dreamer's blog.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, January 12, 2007


Thursday, January 11, 2007

Simply lost for words. *cries*
It was so obvious that even the blind can tell. Its super odd. Wad can i still do? Wad do you still want? Dint know im that jialat to get along with. I dont know.. Why not you tell me what you expect. Dont make life difficult..
** Wonder what's next.. **

My "new kids" are so nice to ask me for breakfast this morning. And they waited for me at the mrt station for more than half an hour. *bish* Very sweet bunch of youngsters. heehee. One of them have kindaly upgraded me as their Grandmother instead of mama. Faints. Dint know im that naggy~ Oh my tian.

Oh, had SSG dress up today. Lai ting helped me with my foundation, Azzie did my eye liner, Hidayah did my eyes shadow, and Nadia did my mascara. Oki, iim not that good at make up mah. So got them to help. heehee. 10q lor =D

btw, i think it looks really dumb when you gave that signal. So you think i would be interested to do so?

NEVER will i !

Planning to get a pair of new specs.. Might not want to wear contact lenses for the time being.. Lazy, is not my excuse. Just some other inside stuffs. blah x3

What can i still do (say) to make friend(s) understand that im scared?


Oh i think gurl haven seen guy around for quite sometime.. Hmmm...

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, January 11, 2007


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Wednesday ; my love hate day~

School orientation finally over. I think i will miss my new kids. Thanks to Ming Yi, who calls me MAMA.. that makes me THEIR mama. LOL. I must have nagged too much at them. haha. They're really one fun lot. =P

Saw Azzie and Lai Ting on the train this morning. So qiao lah. LOL. Was abit shocked actually.. becuz i was slping. heehee. Felt a little (very) weird in class. Umm.. dunno how to express the feeling though. Mood swings? -sigh- Yah lah, i know its not an excuse. Wait till i come up with a better excuse.

Tml is SSG de dress up test. Still haven get my blouse. I think im gg to wear causally lor. No choice liao. As long as i dun fail can liao. LOL.

Daddy made me cry.. He delicated a paragraph for me in this blog. I really do hope i've the courage to pursue my dreams. =)
** 10q daddy -muacks-
I think guy does feel something for gurl. Dun ask me why.. I think he really does feel something for gurl.
Dun he?

Wad's wrong with pple names beginning with S ?


Of all a sudden, i miss this friend of mine. That shy guy from my class.. That guy who would buy me my favourite chocolate every now and then.. That guy who would blush when i shout his name.. That nice guy.. That guy who would panick when i cries.. I just miss him.
**cries**

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, January 10, 2007


Monday, January 08, 2007

Oh, did i mention b4 by chance, that i super dun like that song? Yups, that romantic song by Guang Liang tittle Tong Hua. Yes, i reallyreally dun like that song. & today during the orientation, the 2 bo liao DJs played this (insert a positive adjective) song so damn loud lor. Damnit. It has been more than a year, since i heard the whole song - from the starting to the end. It feels weird~

I just dun like that song, no matter wad you say.

BOO~

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, January 08, 2007


What a day. School jan intake orientation was kinda of great for the first day. Abit of mess here and there. Like dunno what's next. Perhaps like wad LimJJ says : just give them one map and let them bump ard. LOL. Its (very) tiring to be walking ard, talking loudly for like 2hrs? LOL. My class is one big grp lah. So cannot be too soft. Do i look and sounds like one soft-spoken person, anw? No right?! haha. But well.. first day nia, what to expect? LOL. The class (IPA) were a rather fun lot. Though intially they were rather quiet, but the ice barrier were broken in the end. I hope it did. Didnt it? LOL. In fact some were quite enthu (joker) leh. haha. Very friendly too.. But alot of them just cant rmb my name! Wth. Becuz they come tapping my shoulder, calling me jiejie. Faints~

I hope tml they can participate more in the telematch. =)

Wasnt feeling that great afterall. Corrupted thoughts fighting to occupy my limited brain storage. Sian. Am trying very hard to curb my temper. I think im gg to explode anytime. heh.

Try me, if you think life is too boring for you.

Oh, im loving my new cantonese songs to bits. LOL. If you happen to see me swaying to my mp3, you can bet they're my new love. haha.



*You made me feel like some contagious virus. And i hate it.

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

Whee~ Mama came back from her 3 weeks break. She brought back alot of junk food man. LOL. Got a new bag, pendant, face masks, perfume and BOOTS! haha. Im in love with long boots man. heehee. Oki, im gg mad~

Heard some ridiculous things from her. She said that's this spore local resturant located in HK airport. They sell :

ROTI PRATA at HK$18 ; CURRY SAUCE for PRATA - ADDITIONAL HK$10 ; FRIED CARROT CAKE at HK$58.

Faints. Daylight robbery lor. Cheat money leh. Pple, if you happen to visit HK, PLS dont dine at that resturant. You definitely can eat something nicer and better than those local food. =)

Was late for Sunday School. I forgot about the play dough and made it the very last minute this morning. That si-du-pi Siang Yee, was still fooling ard with me at 7-11. Faints. I think my kids today is super cute and hyper active. Had new students coming in for lesson too. So abit messy.. Then lunch and shop ard in town. I think my legs arent mine already. Tml school leh, why today still maximise all my energy to walk ard? I hope i dont sleep walk tml during the orientation. LOL.

Mysterious Yang was nice to help me with my work. =D Feeling abit bu hao yi si, for making him come down from toa payoh, just to pass me those stuffs. heehee. And he insist on calling me a DUDE. -slaps my thunder thigh- No way i look like a dude lor. More like a BABE oki? haha.
(Pls if you dont get the inside joke, then dont give comments)

Hmmm.. more or less made up my mind le. I think i still need to pray about it, to come to an conclusion. =) I hope He's supportive. heehee.

Feeling rather pissed, though im trying not to. Sometimes pple are just so so lack of initiative. HELLO, cant you call? I dont owe anyone an answer oki. Even if i do, i make the effort to CALL that person up. So dont you bark~ If not im afraid your tongue might be swollen. =)

Random thoughts: Some pple need others to knock some sense into their mouldy brains. Cannot understand why some pple will insist of doing something, knowing its wrong? Like you know its wrong to steal but you die die want to steal. Sometimes i feel so unfair. Why am i restricted to so many things, which i wanted to do? Yes, i know those i wanted to do is not of pleasing to Him. I know if i die die wants to, i've to bear all the consequences. Christians arent saints. But im thankful that i've a forgiving Father. I dont mean i can push to the limits.. but yadah yadah~
Its just random thoughts lah. -sigh-


So you do believe in fate? Friend S believes in fate. Funny.

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, January 07, 2007


Saturday, January 06, 2007

Mummy is coming back to spore tonight. Whee~ I wonder what she brought back for us, since she said her luggage was severely overload. LOL.

Feeling bored~

Had a funny (sweet) dream last night. Cant really rmb every single details or the pple involved, but i can still roughly rmb the outline of the story. LOL. Goldfish memory~ My friend once told me that the reality is always different from dreams. Really?

Then will i still be brave (daring) enough to pursue my dreams? Hmmm~

Cant seems to figure out wad's exactly on my mind. Even my winnie the pooh says my thoughts are too messy for him. I couldn't even jot them down on a piece of paper. Too many things, too little time to sort them out. Limited brain storage? I hope not. Yah lah, some of you will say "think too much liao" blah x3. Faints.

Pple have been popping up the same qns to me for a millionth time. I always reply i dunno or maybe, should be.. i really dunno mah! -diaoz- I cant imagine if it really happens. I think i will just nod my head and cry?


Yups, i just wanna cry out loud. TLC, anyone?

I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, January 06, 2007


Friday, January 05, 2007

Tired~ Been quite sometime since i've to wake up early, like 6.30am? Faints. Went back to school ysd to prepare for next monday's orientation. Well, nth much for me to do, anw. I was kinda excuse to play the telematch (probably) becuz of my heart condition? Uh, who cares. Im suppose to be sattioned at the CCA booth anw. Oki lah, i hope they take in me as one of the class buddies on monday. I think its gg to be real fun lor! LOL. I wanna join in the fun tooo...ppppllllsss~ =P

Thank goodness the gurls met me up for breakfast.. if not i think i might be too hungry to think of lift up my finger. & yesh, i got Mysterious Yang to help me with the burning of cd. heehee.

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I dont know why.. but it certainly feels weird when talking to her. Probably becuz we dint meet each other up after that phone conference? It really took me alot of courage to look at her and talk to her. Peace, huh?

Honestly, i was never angry when she told me that. More of feeling upset. Becuz i guess she must be really angry when she said those things. Upset becuz that's your conclusion? Anw, I think pple ard us plays big part in moulding our character. Dun you think so? Perhaps i was to be blamed for all these shit. I think i might have lost the ability to be someone's friend. -sigh-

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愛得太遲

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, January 05, 2007


Monday, January 01, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

heehee. Goodness gracious. We're already in year 07. So fast man. Year 06 started on the wrong foot, i pray that everything will start afresh in year 07. =) New year, of cuz must have new year resolutions. First on my list: Lose weight! LOL. I happened to saw the pictures on Justin's photo albums. I was so so shocked lah! I think i really gained alot of weight man. Wth.

Oki, and the list goes on...

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Last year (31.12.06), we (Mahly, YH & MH) went to stayover at my Tang Si Jie's place. They were doing magic and inventing a Pooh bear dance. Damn funny can? haha. Then was chit chatting till 5am this year (1.1.07). Yups, we dint slept for 1 year! LOL. Met Flower for breakfast then home. Tired~

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I cheered with joy @ | Monday, January 01, 2007