Monday, February 26, 2007
Urgh~ Feeling so stressed up. Im in the midst of doing my Access paper and is blogging at the same time. WTH is combo box? And Closing Balance? My formulas arent right! !@#$% Gonna explode soon.. Nah, im feeling much more stressed up with myself. The fact that my exams is coming in another week's time & im still not doing very well with my access due to the stay at ttsh.. Faints~ Hey, im not trying to find excuses oki. But that Mrs G* is simply (insert any positve adjective). Whatever manBesides exams.. its all about me, myself and i, giving me mountains of stress. Becuz i was once badly defeated by the devil.. so badly.. that i dont wanna lose the battle to him again. Im trying to keep my myself in a state of happy mood so as not to let unwanted thoughts corrupt my brains. Do you know its hard to smile 24/7? Do you know it feels extremely terrible when you wanna cry and yet you've to pretend nothing's gonna happen? Have you ever tried to win something so badly becuz you dont wanna be defeated by others? In my case, the ultimate opponent is myself.. Sad case huh? But no.. i think im not doing oki. I cant seems to maintain that state of alertness and clear mind-ed. And yes, i know you wont understand what im blogging about but its oki.. Perhaps no.. its not very oki.. Whatever. I cant make up my mind.. I just dont wanna fall again..=(******************Attn to at 5n1 (BtVSS) peeps!We're having a class outing on the 20 March 07.Venue: SentosaTime: Will b confirmed again..Pls let me know if you're coming. =)*Yes, im organising this outing to keep my brains occupied by more meaningful stuffs.
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, February 26, 2007
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Oh dear.. I think im not oki. Mad-ed. Seriously mad-ed this time..
I think im falling real hard.. again..** I frown becuz you were feeling down **
I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, February 24, 2007
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HELLO peeps! =) Happy PIG year! LOL. My com at home is down (as always) at the moment. Im gg to nag at my papa to get a new one man! heehee.New year was as usual.. Went to my uncle(s) place for dinner. For the first time, everyone is in a MJ mood. Imagine my 3 Pri 6 cousins can play MJ.. Faints~ Uh.. my papa side family never gamble during CNY. So every new year, we just gather tgt, eat talk and slack ard. Kinda booring as we grow older.. My mama side family is much much more happening lah. MJ, poker cards and Xbox like no tml.. Oh i miss HK =( Anw, my mama taught me how to play MJ in my first 16+ years. *blush* Quite fun leh.. LOL.Went to the movie with Friend S. Dint really enjoyed the movie due to my heavy head. Sian-ed~ Went to the roof top near Friend's place to enjoy the scenery and got chased away by the guard.. zzzHmmm i wonder if i should tk the step.. I think im a lil scared to do so.. What if.. .. .. :: In reply to the tags ::Jo & Jen : Happy New year too! =) I want angbao.. LOLSK: HI!! Uh.. i deleted which entry? Sam: Hi! =) Yeah, 10q gurl.** The school IP add has been banned by me. Too bad, no one can tag with the school com. Blah x3 **
I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Friday, February 16, 2007
Postdated thoughts.Afew days ago, i saw one of my sec classmate, Suresh, on the train. We update each other on our recent happenings, laughed and missed the goods days in sec school. Back then in sec 2 and 3, my class is one of the naughtiest class. Everyday in school is damn happeening. Fights, quarrels, shoutings, blah x3, was part of our daily school life. He said i was a "Ah Lian" back then. Becuz i wont hesitate to shout or scream at anyone who tries to be funny with me or my friend. * Umm, i did? LOL *Aiyah, those were the days man. Hai xiao, so cannot blame. Bleah~ Suresh then started to point at my ballon and laughed (I was holding on to a blue plastic ballon hand). Him: I still rmb last time you always bring to funny funny (weird weird) things to school.Me: LOL~ Like what?Him: Rmb your pink pacifer? Your small pillow/cushion? Winnie the pooh UNO cards, etc.ME: Uh.. Yups. Then we started laughing like mad-ed. Him: I still rmb we went for the sec3 adventure camp, and you got the best camper for our class.Me: Yups, i still have that trophy. LOL~I then asked him who is he still in contact with.. He mentioned quite afew names. I must be dumb to ask him if he still rmbs da tou. He said yes, and said "but he's already not around..." That very moment, my heart sank. I could feel my tears flowing in me.. I miss my friend..-sigh-I wonder if anyone still rmbs him..
I cheered with joy @ | Friday, February 16, 2007
Friday, February 09, 2007
I cheered with joy @ | Friday, February 09, 2007
Hmmm some people are purely eat-full-nothing-to-do and sms MY FRIEND, Laiting those ugly words. Come on, go getalife. Like i said, it doesnt look good on anyone who talks bad about someone when you dont mention your name. Its uber dumb. Tes, we do have some disagreement but that was all over. And we're all in good talking terms. =) My class is a all-gurls class. Gurls will know why misunderstanding happen and where communication breaks down. And the simplest way to deal with all these is to talk things out. We did and its over. Ah, no point explaining anw. Friends dont it, enemies wont believe.
BLAH x3No more password to read my blog.. I suppose no *ugly people will tag my blog again, huh? Btw this is MY blog. Im merely typing my thoughts and feelings down. This is MY RANTING GROUND, mind you. If you cant understand my english, you're more than welcome to stop reading. =)
I cheered with joy @ | Friday, February 09, 2007
Monday, February 05, 2007
HELLO~ Been sometime since i last blogged. Past few weeks was rather happening. Was "grandly" admitted into TTSH for my fainting spell and heart condition. Ha, i think my classmates were a lil shocked.. LOL. I dont know anything since i already fainted and was unconcious. Bleah. Did a couple of blood test and other (boring) test.. Blah x3. A big hugs to those who came to visit when i was hospitalised. I was truly touched and glad that you guys came. heehee~ Oki lah, hugs to those kind souls who actually bother to sms or call me up.. =)Now im busying catching up with my work, since i missed school for 1 whole week. Faints~ Access is killing me. LOL. My (ex) boss called me up last friday and asked me to work part time for them (again). Wth.. Hmmm.. Friend S4 is angry with me over some tiny winy thing. DUH~ Perhaps it means alot to friend.. but.. NVM. I always prefer guys that are truthful and never so po po ma ma.. Get that? Something is missing.. God knows why. I wonder if i should take that step.. BOO~I smiled because of you =)
I cheered with joy @ | Monday, February 05, 2007
