The Blessed One

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Im sho tired after the funfair in church. Yep, there was a mini funfair held at my church this afternoon. First time ever horx. Alot of mama-zi-ren-wu offered to prepare the foods for sale. Extreme yummy..! =D But i dint eat alot lahx.. Was busy at my stall. My stall did a marble game, ballon scuplting (did i spell wrongly?) and !body painting. heh. Attracted quite alot of kids to pay for our "service". lolx~ They were simply aww by Yiwen's and Lianxin's ballons lorx. Then i tried to ask my kids to let me and Isabella to draw on their hands/forehead. Hey, its only $2 horx. Sho very worth the money, though we arent any professional artist. heh. Plus they seems to love it! =D

And i had FUN playing with my lil kids.. just running ard with them, carrying them or simply laughing with them, im happy liaox. haha. Aaron ish sho cute, can? I wana bring him home liaox. =P

Shall show u my pretty purple-y flower by Yiwen and blurred butterfly by Isabella..!

heh. Nice mahx? =D

Big thanks to Yiwen, Lianxin, Isabella, Zhonghan and Guangyi (though seldom see this 2 guys ja-ga-ling their game most of the time..) for being a great partner at the funfair booth today! Cheers~

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Tada! Thats' my aiai, Aaron. lolx~

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, April 30, 2006

Friday, April 28, 2006

My dude! =D

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, April 28, 2006

ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
hi pei sze

ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
u in early childhood?

Someone says:
hi

Someone says:
nopex

Someone says:
u

ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
bms

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ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
u need help u call mi la

ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
my no is 9*******

ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
u got right?

Someone says:
yep

Someone says:
thanks X)

ﺕ aPPle Jam [har?] honeycake! says:
feel free hor..no trouble.. definitely will help u.. dun pai seh or wad.. i want c u do well..

Someone says:
heh

Someone says:
i wont ke qi with u de

heehee.. I love her! =D Muacks JiaWei. heh.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, April 28, 2006

Thursday, April 27, 2006

[urgh] Orientation today ish sho dumb, can? Oh my tian.. It states that we need to report to the campus by 9am and it will end at 4pm. Sho i woke up eXtreme early today, took the train and reached the campus at 8.50am. I was early for once! haha. Only to know that.. we are to purchase our uniforms and stationary. What de hell.. Ask me go school early in the morning, just to buy school u? Argh~ Then y state that everything will end at 4pm? Bluff me arx?
*!@))#(~[[&%]]+%$ NVM.. Worse, no jeans or any casual attire allow. Sho i wear until mei mei go horx. To my horror, almost everyone was wearing JEANS! 1 particular gurl even wore shorts and slipper. [-_-] I think my shorts at home ish sho much more nicer than hers. Feel sho sian-ed by the whole thing.. [urgh]

But horx, initially, i was worried that i cant make any new friends today. Like in the past, whenever i see any new faces ard me, i wuld approach the person for a talk. But not today. I was too SHY to do sho. haha. Instead, pple come approach me for a talk. =D Not bad eh? heehee..

Shall try to upload some pics of me wearing my new uniform later.
Kinky or ugly - see for urself. =P

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, April 27, 2006

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Bored.. Woke up Xtreme early today for no good reason. Hello, 9+am horx. And strangely, i just cant get back to slp. [urgh]

Im feeling sho moody.

I think im turning mouldy soon..

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(Sidetrack) My elder just quarrelled with his sho-called-dunno-will-last-anot de gurlfriend, again. Not sure if its a form of communication for them. Nah, the art of communication. =D I will never want to have a boyfriend like my elder brother. *pukes*

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-sigh- I've got no idea what to cook for dinner.
insufficient brain cells lahx.

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Oh.. last night i received a good night msg from some unknown sender. Since its UNKNOWN "stranger", i guess its oki to reveal what it says.

(>*<)
("( 'o,' )")
v : /
"Can i HugHug u?
(>*<(>"<)
(-o ( )
('___3 L) hmm.So u wil feel my CARE even if i dun see u often.Gd nights n swt dreams."
dUh. [-_-] I doubt anyone can tell what am i drawing. This bear ish hugging another bear. -_- But its exactly the same on my hp oki. Nvm.
Cant u just include u name at the end of the msg? i wont reply to you (IF the sender ((94****97)) sho happen to be reading this) de. Dont wanna make myself look like a clown, asking who are u.. [-_-] Pple might misunderstood that im just trying to da shan or something.

Oh no.. tml die die must wake up early.. Got this school orientation. [blah] And i dunno what must i wear for tml.

Oh my tian..

Edited: Oki, Sho that gd night msg was from Romei. =P Sorry lorx. But lemme clarify.. I dint type that out to embarrass u or anything horx. Dont get me wrong.. Becuz in most cases, i never reply to such unknown msg de. Aiyahx, Romei, i still love u lahx. X)

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Hmmm, was chatting with Justin just now. I think he brought back the point that the reason im living should be for myself and God.

Dont-be-too bothered-by-what-other-people-says/think-about-me. =D

Believing that..
Nothing is impossible with GOD.

When we clasp our hand in prayer, God opens His.

... But.. i still cant help it.. Im just being crazy about my weight! heh.

If God cant make me thin, i pray that all my friends/cousin/family to be fat, can?

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, April 23, 2006

Friday, April 21, 2006

[BOO]~~ Mama say im fat! [urgh] I sho wanna throw myself agst the wall, can? Honestly, i nearly cry when she said that straight in my face. Hey, im a gurl. I dont have elephant skin horx.
Tell me truthfully if im really fat..

*Note: This is my one and only plus size picture i can find in my picture folder. I promise.

This was taken last year.. Sad-ed. Dont i look fat? [urgh] I seriously needa do something abt it man.
Dont tell me to jump ard or hop abt to lose weight, when i cant even do any vigorous exercise. Well, perhaps in the future ba? Not now..

Ah-ha. Not sure if this works for me. But no harm trying huh? heh.

**Zap my fats away~~**

*It will be good if Harry Potter have a spell for sliming. Then i can save to buy other stuffs. =D

But.. im having a sudden crave for my favourite dishes. Forget abt proper meals.. Give me these dishes then talk abt daily meals.

Tiramisu, nice nice. heehee.. But i would prefer it from YMCA International House from HK. =D Or somewhere with similar taste will be good enough.
Breadtalk or other local bakery can forget it.
But will it make me gain weight?

Pepper crabs! Ah-ha..! I suppose this is one of sg de local dish ba? Can i request it from No Signboard seafood resturant? Aiyahx, as long as its nice, anywhere will do. haha.

Chocolates! heh. Its available anywhere.. =P
But chocolates makes pple fat eh? Hmmm...

Salmon sashimi!!! Weee~ my favourite horx. Pls, i want it FRESH.
Shop n Save or NTUC de salmon can forget abt it too. =)
Am i asking too much? haha.

I cheered with joy @ | Friday, April 21, 2006

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Not in a mood for anything today. I even skip my dental trip, even though my toothache ish killing me. [blah] I cant even get my usual slp time! Wad the fish.. Woke up sho early to find myself in a daze, staring into my stars on the celling. Somehow, i thought i heard my friends asking me "how come you're still in a mood to slp?" Hey, I WANT MY SLP! It has alr happened and life still goes on huh? I began questioning myself : Exactly 1 year later after that incident, am i still going to be stuck here for another year? Obviously not. Even my pooh bear ish sick of me crying. But.. am i near my goal? I pray that i dint stray away from it.

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Im craving for chocolates and wang zai xiao man tou. But since i cant enjoy my chocolates, wang zai xiao man tou will be good. =) Dont tell me anything about proper meals. Not in a mood to enjoy my lunch or dinner, can?

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, April 20, 2006

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Someone asked me why am i sho free everyday that i can blog anytime i want and shop anywhere i want. [blah] Hey, if i dont shop till i drop NOW and slp 12 to 14 hours a day NOW, i wont be able to do it when school starts for me eh? Yep, school ish about to start for me lahx. I know my maths cant qualify me for poly, sho i opt to go for a course at ITE (Office skills) instead. Yah lahx, sho what about it man? At least, im STILL learning something. And my whole family ish being VERY supportive, oki? I believe it wont be as bad what some aunties/uncles saying "Its The End".

ITS OFFICE SKILL COURSE. QUIT TELLING ME ITS SOME ADMIN COURSE. IF YOU CANT GET THIS INTO YOUR HEAD, THEN SHUT UP.

I know im desperate to go for that Early Childhood Education course.. but what i want might not be what God plans for me, ccoorreecctt? Mind you, stop telling me all those bullshit about how sorry you feel for me or whatever craps. Im not sorry for anything about my results. I DID TRIED MY BEST. Dont be a loser by being a hypocrite. Try someone else instead. =) I know i sound rude for this entry.. but you pple just keep ranting behind my back. SHUT UP. Im not trying to put bad light on anyone, neither am i going to mention names here, dont you ever assume the one im refering ish YOU or YOU.

Pardon me for sounding sho rude in this entry. I know not everyone ish as bad as the ones im refering to. =)

Oki im a foul mood..esp after that call from my classmate.

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, April 19, 2006

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thank you , it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me.

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring?
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number?

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple.

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve?

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there?

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly. What do u think, Peter
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

I cheered with joy @ | Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Ever since my trip back from HK, i never woke up early (except for Sundays). But today, i woke up early specially for my Mad Cow. 11am. haha. What a record. XD
Met up at OUR study area at 12pm. I was abit late.. Oki, after renovation, the whole place look kinda "posh"?. haha. Quite cooling lehx. And its clean oki. lolx. Anyway she's later then me horx! [boohoo] Had cup noodles for lunch. Busy crapping around. Then we begin with our favourite activity : Nail painting. haha. We just felt like dolling up our nails. Hell, i brought (almost) all of my nail polish lorx. 1st, its heavy. 2nd, she's sharing with ME! haha. Nvm. Im more than willing to share. Changed our plans last mintue. Went to West Mall to shop for black colour nail polish. haha. Found-ed! But no place to sit down and paint our nails.. i told Mad cow to try sitting on the toilet bowl. haha. Brought something to eat from Jollybean then sit down at the table. Oki, the rain was splashing onto me. Mad cow was trying to "block" the rain with her back. Coolness. And i screamed when lightning flashes across the sky. The thunder was sho loud, can? Sho scary.. My mad cow actually laughed at me, for being sho scared. [-_-] Even the uncle laughed at me. [blah] And she made me cleaned her dirty nails! haha. What a service. Plus she hit me on my arm and back horx. SHO PAIN!

Oh, we saw Farhan at some nearby shops. Chatted for awhile lorx. Been ages since we last met up. heh.

My Mad Cow ish simply mad-ed!!!! But i like it. =D My friend horx. haha.

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Kelly Clarkson
Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Monday, April 17, 2006

Ysd was Easter Sunday. I wonder if it meant something special for you. heh.

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, April 17, 2006

Monday, April 10, 2006

hmmm.. i just feel like crying. Shoulder anyone?

I cheered with joy @ | Monday, April 10, 2006

Sunday, April 09, 2006

I quit the game. I dont wanna be involved le. Maybe not for the time being. I dont think im ready to go for it anyway. -sigh- Aiyahx, you pple dont need to understand what im talking abt.. God understands me. =) But i just feel sho sad-ed abt it. [urgh] Slap me, anyone? heh.

Anyway, went shopping (again) after church today. haha. Got myself a t-shirt and a white tube dress. heehee. NICE horx! I like it. =P heh. Found my new love! lalala~ My Aaron and Amos darling ish sho cute, can? Im in love with their smile. =D I wish i can bring them home for a day. haha.

Oki, im mad. =X

I cheered with joy @ | Sunday, April 09, 2006

Saturday, April 08, 2006

ah-ha.. 1st, HAPPY BIR-TH-DAY to my darling "hubby" ALICE!! =D Finally 19 eh.. heehee. Cant make it to celebrate your birthday to you, sho sorry.. No worries, present will still come your way. I guess that sure be enough ba. =P
Last night had cg with my fellow brothers and sisters.. Really nice to be hearing updates frm them. =) Though, in the first place, i felt sho "outcast".. but everything turn out fine lahx. heh. Afterall, i dint go for any cg meetings for 2mths plus.. =X But i seem to "receive" some hint frm someone. Sad-ed.. [blah] Nevermind. Anyway, almost half the session, i wasnt able to pay full attention to their sharing. Some memories just pop up my mind. I cant seem to hold them captive, at all. Oki, i nearly cried man. ha, i think i must practise more in regards to this man.
This morning, i was greeted with my mum's piercing voice. "Ah bao! .... ....."
[-_-"] Accompany her to visit her doctor at Geylang. Gosh, its damn far, can? Of course, my papa did go with us. Mama says its not that good to go alone without any guys coming along. True indeed. Because i only wore a tank top and a skirt, i got some weird stares frm some strangers. Oki, i wish i could stab their eyes with my fingers. Thank God, i got my jacket with me. =P Yep, i LEARNT my lesson. haha.
Oh, i've NO idea on how to do my acrhive thingy! Oh my tian.. HELP ANYONE? =D Btw, can i do something to my hair again? heh.

I cheered with joy @ | Saturday, April 08, 2006

Thursday, April 06, 2006

God is indeed wonderful. Im so thankful for the Lord in my life. Without Him, i guess im simply a dirt rat who lives in this dark, fallen world. It was THAT particular mail, that touches my heart so deeply. That linked website.. the comic seems to be speaking to my heart. God really knows me best than anyone else. =) He will know my feeling for Him. Even if you cant understand this entry, He does. And im loving Him to bits! =D
*10q Justin for sharing this mail with everyone of us. =)

http://www.donghaeng.net/english/kiro.htm

I cheered with joy @ | Thursday, April 06, 2006

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Happy Children's Day to all! heehee.. Yup, you arent dreaming.. today in HK is Children day lahx horz. =D

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, April 04, 2006

The trip back to HK has taught me many new stuffs and gave me a whole of new experience. I discovered a different meaning of ren qing wei. Interesting ba? Haha. I guess I shant share much about it too. Not that im selfish, but that special feelings must feel it yourself. Even if I describe, the feelings arent the same. Get what I mean? Haha. Its oki if you dont. =D Most important thing is, God knows it all. Hey, He seen me through the all those days horx.

Cheers to the Lord!

I cheered with joy @ | Tuesday, April 04, 2006